No

I sighed as I pressed my back against his chest, his arms passed through mine, connecting around my stomach, holding me tight.

He made a good argument.

But I couldn’t

What would Megan think? Not even she had slept with a guy on the first date. Did this even count as the first?

“I’m sorry. I… I really need to get back.” I said, breaking out of this embrace.

John sat up on the bed as I stood up. My legs quivered a little as I put weight on them. I hadn't tried to stand since my orgasm.

For the first time, I looked round John’s room. He had a grey and white stripped duvet cover on top his double bed. On the other side of the room he had a large desk with two monitors sitting behind an expensive keyboard and mouse. The room was fairly tidy, and the bed was made except for the creases we had created. On the walls hung posters from or sorts of franchises including Game of Thrones and Star Wars, and a few others that I didn’t recognise.

Very typical nerd

I leant down to collect my clothes which had been thrown around the room in our haste.

“You’re not making this easy are you.”

“Making what easy?” I asked, spinning around to face him.

“I can hardly let you leave after seeing you bend over like that”

I didn’t meant to make it seductive, getting dressed after having sex has got to be the least sexy thing someone can do.

I gave him an apologetic smile, and then I saw something twitch in his lap. I looked down and watched his cock grow again for a few seconds.

“I’m sorry, I really want to stay, but I can’t.”

“It’s fine.” He said standing up. “I’ll walk you home.”

He picked up my bra from the floor and held it out for me to put my arms though. He walked behind me and clipped it up.

“I know how this works now. Next time will be a little easier.”

“I’ll have to wear a different one just to trip you up”

“No why would you want to do that?” he laughed as he lent around and kissed me on the cheek.

It was around 7 by the time we finally got changed and left the house. We managed to sneak out without any of John’s house mates finding us. There was no way they didn’t hear us earlier.

We stepped outside, the cool wind blew across, giving me goose bumps. We didn’t talk much on the way back. John instead put his arm around my shoulders and held me tight. It was only a 5 minute walk before we reached my house. As we walked up the path, Megan waved through the front window.

“You’ll have to excuse her, she’s a little… eccentric” I said as I put my key in the door. “You can come in if you want, but she won’t let you leave for a while.”

John let out a small laugh.

“Thanks, but I’ll probably head back now. Thanks for this evening though, it’s been really, really good.”

“Thank you for being so patient with me.” I said as we lent in for a kiss.

“Can’t wait until next time” he said as our lips parted.

“Me neither.”

As he walked back down the path, I twisted the key on the lock and entered. I went straight through to the living room to get the confrontation out of the way.

Zach was sitting on a sofa by himself on his phone. Megan was on the other one, typing away on her laptop.

This is weird. Normally you can’t separate these two, especially when they have had the house free…

Megan looked up as I entered and smiled.

“I thought your date was at the weekend?”

“It is, this was just a spontaneous meeting.”

“What did you get up to?”

“We grabbed a coffee after lectures and then went back to his and… watched a movie.”

“Yeah? What movie?”

“Uhm… Star Wars?”

Megan gave me a cheeky smile.

“One more question. If all you did was watch a movie, then why is your hair such a mess?”

Busted

I looked at my shoes. There was no point in trying to argue, she knew from the moment she saw us outside what had happened.

Megan burst out laughing as she walked over and gave me a hug.

“Damn you work fast! Don’t be embarrassed, that guy was cute.”

“We didn’t have sex or anything, we just…”

“Oh, I’m sure you kept things family friendly. C’mon spill it!”

I looked behind Megan and saw Zach leave the room.

Very weird.

“It was just like, a blowjob”

“Just a blow job! You haven’t even known this guy for a week and your gagging on his cock! Amazing, we’ve made a right slut out of you.”

I looked down at my shoes again.

Am... am I a slut? Megan is right, I barely know him, but I let him see me, touch me, do whatever he wanted to me. What if he had wanted more than a blow job? Could I have told him no? Would I have wanted to or am I too much of a whore?

I could feel tears starting to form in my eyes. Megan pulled me in closer.

“No, no, no! I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it like that. I’m jealous if anything!” She led me to a chair and sat me down. “It was nice though right? You enjoyed it?”

“Yeah, I fucking enjoyed it.” I said through tears.

Just what some **** little slut would say.

“Hey, if you like him, then you’re fine. It’s your first time. Everyone takes things at their own pace. You’re just, a little faster than most people, and that’s fine! It’s not like you’re hooking up with everyone on the football team or something.”

She’s right. I trust John, He wouldn’t of done anything if I didn’t want to.

I sniffed and wiped the tears from my eyes.

“I hope he reciprocated?”

“Yeah, he was awesome.”

“Really? He doesn’t look like a great pussy muncher to me.”

I cringed at the sound of the words ‘pussy muncher’.

“It’s not like I have the largest sample size, but it felt really good.”

“I guess that’s all that matters.”

Megan went to stand up.

“Can I ask you a question before you go?” I said.

“Sure.”

“When you lost your virginity, did it hurt?”

“A little. I lost it when I was 16 though to some 22 year old, and he was rough. Why?”

“It’s just… I’m kinda scared. Will breaking my hymen hurt that much? How much **** does it take?”

“Just tell him to be quick about it. Honestly I barely felt mine go.”

I nodded my head. In some ways, I couldn’t wait to just get it over with but I’d heard some stories from other people about how much they bled when it happened.

“Anyway, I better go sort out Zach out.” Megan said as she went to leave.

“What’s up with him?”

“He’s just being an arsehole, it’s fine. Don’t worry about it.”

Zach was normally so sweet, but he could be stubborn. Something definitely wasn’t right about him earlier though. I don’t want to interrupt, but I want to make sure they are ok…