No, you keep them shut

Your eyes still closed as you reach under your pillow and retrieve your brand new dildo, the one you ordered to replace your absentee husband. It feels good in your hand. Big, thick and weighty "Mmmm put it in me" you whisper into the darkness as you press the tip to your smooth cun lips, partign them slowly, teasing yourself before forcing it inside. 9 inches of thick cock shaped rubber working deep into the needy folds of your tight, unerappreciated cunt. You cry out with pleasure as you delve deeper into the fantasy "Mmmm fuck yes! **** me! **** my pussy. Show my asshole husband how to treat a needy slut like me!" You're almost screaming now, the catharsis of saying these things out loud combined with the pleasure of feeling so stuffed making you lose all control. You lift your legs for better, deeper access, your wrist a blur of motion as you fuck yourself hard and fast, complpetely unaware of the man standing over you, his phone recording every second of the wonderful show.