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So, that was a long time ago and I think it's just pretty cringey now. I don't really know if it still affects me. It was definitely dramatic and toxic, and it was kinda scary that he was basically stalking me. But then on the other hand, it was only once and it was on tour, so I got really lucky. I didn't have any concern that he would follow me home after that or anything. But there are some other similar stories that end up being pretty bad too. Well, I told you about the marriage thing. But I don't know if we talked about the other ones.

Before I went on that tour, one of my friends said something that I'll never forget. We had been geocaching and playing video games all day, and they said "You're going to break hearts all over the world". I laughed it off at the time, but it's been like 13 years and it's kinda true. I've been hurt and messed up a lot, but it's kinda satisfying to know the dudes who did it got fucked up in the process too. I didn't really understand when I was younger, but now I kinda notice that people become obsessed with me and I can't help it. I was really shy as a kid, but people have been pushing me into the spotlight my whole life. Then anytime I try to just live my life they're heartbroken. I don't know how it keeps happening.