More Porn, Of Course!

When I got home that day, I finished the rest of my errands and still had about 30 minutes before the kids got home from school. So I decided it was a perfect time to get into a comfy outfit and watch a few videos from the USB stick. I opened the folder on my laptop and went straight to the file with my name on it. I wanted to relive the sex from last week. I played the video and watched.

I softly played with my pussy while I watched when he licked me to an orgasm. Then he massaged me and slyly got on top of me and penetrated me from behind. Then I watched me say “fuck me” and him pound away at my pussy from behind. I watched as flipped me over and fucked me until we both came. I watched his cover my pussy and tits in his hot cum. I watched as he blackmailed me and started fucking me in the ass. I watched as I cleaned his cock, not once, but twice, after it was in my ass. I watched as he came in my ass like he owned it. By the time the video was over, I was already having another orgasm.

After I calmed down, I realized I had done the same things the other girl had, even though I was disgusted by it. How did that happen? I guess in the moment I was numb to what was going on and just trying to please. I felt both bad and good about this revelation. I don’t like being told what to do, normally. But for some reason, I loved being “taken” and used for this guy’s pleasure. It was oddly rewarding. And I knew now that I could do it.

I thought about doing it again. Maybe with his friend Kevin. I wondered if Kevin was also aggressive like Joe. I knew I couldn’t handle Kevin’s cock in my ass though - it was way too big for me. But I’d love to feel it deep in my pussy. I looked for the video of T&T to see the end of the scene that he started at his place. I wanted to see how Kevin fucked. I found the folder and went back to the video we were watching but this time I fast forwarded it to about halfway through. At this time, Kevin was fucking the brunette in missionary position. It looked very sensual though as they were kissing and their bodies looked in tune with each other. Joe was fucking the blonde in the same manner but without the finesse Kevin had.

I forwarded again a few minutes. Now Kevin was lying on his back with the blonde riding him while he licked the brunette. After a minute or so, Joe walked in with drinks for everybody. It looked like they were going to take a break. I forwarded again. Now Joe was fucking the brunette and Kevin was fucking the blonde, both doggy style, while the girls kissed. Suddenly the brunette went to her back and went underneath the blonde. Now Joe was fucking her while she was under the blonde eating her pussy while she was bring fucked by Kevin. It felt like I was watching an actual porn film.

Kevin pulled his dick out of the blonde and right into the mouth of the brunette. I was impressed with her overall ability because his dick looked very large. I liked watching him pull it out, stick it in her mouth for a bit, and then push that large cock back deep into the blonde’s pussy. I started thinking of me in place of the blonde. My pussy starting getting wet again. I knew this would happen but I tried to not play with myself.

After a minute or so, Joe pulled out and started cumming all over the brunettes pussy and the blonde’s face. I’ve seen Joe cum before and I know he has a lot of it. And it was everywhere on this girls face. A few seconds later, as if on cue, Kevin pulled out to start cumming all over the blonde’s ass. He also had a lot of cum, shooting some one her back, some on her ass, and some ran down into the brunette’s face. The guys back off and got towels while the girls laid down and kissed each other. I’ve never kissed a girl with cum on her lips before. I’m not a big fan of cum usually so that would be all new to me.

I finally stopped the video. I decided I had seen more than enough to get me excited about Kevin. Now I wanted to know some of Joe’s kinks. So, I went to a folder called CNC. I thought I knew what that meant because my hubby told me - he likes to role play sometimes. There were a bunch of videos. None of them appeared to be his as most looked like they were in places I didn’t recognize. I pulled up a random video to find a girl being face fucked, hard. The guy was holding her face on his cock and spitting on her. Now I knew where Joe got that move when he spit on me the other week.

I forwarded the video to this girl tied up and being fucked by various guys. This was very rough. Her makeup was all over her face, the guys all had big cocks, and they were using every hole. It was a porn film that was made to look like a homemade film but this girl was really taking ****. It wasn’t really my style so I clicked on a different video. The girl was pretending to be asleep while the guy fucked her. I didn’t really like that one at all either. I clicked on another video and the girl was fighting back - this one I liked. The girl was kicking and trying to punch. But the group of guys overpowered her and started fucking her. Eventually she gave in and let them have their way with her. This one turned me on.

I was starting to realize how freaky Joe really was. There were other folders but I didn’t have time to go through them all. Over the next week, I went through and learned that he liked the type of sex we had... rough, non consensual, borderline abusive, anal, face fucking, dominating women. He had some gangbang stuff, some deepthroat stuff, a few other videos of him with girls but most were pretty tame compared to mine and the other one I watched. He had a bunch with girls tied up. At the end, I realized he was still learning what he liked and was using me to live out some fantasies.

I still had to decide whether or not I wanted to keep seeing Joe. On one hand, it was fun but also degrading. And I wouldn’t mind seeing what Kevin offered. On the other hand, this is the same kind of stuff my hubby liked (to a lesser degree) so I wondered if I could somehow introduce some of this into our love life. I came up with a plan to tell him to be rough with me next time and see what happens.

That night I got on my sexiest outfit after I showered. I put it on under my PJs so nobody would suspect anything. After the kids went to bed, he and I were doing the same so I revealed what I was wearing. I told hubby I wanted him to fuck me hard and rough that night. I wanted something different and that I knew he liked it when I let him be rough. I told him he could even tie me up and have his way with me. I assured him I wouldn’t mind anything he did. He loved the idea and immediately grabbed me and threw me on the bed onto my stomach. He took my hands and moved them to my side and then climbed on top of me.

He started kissing the back of my neck which made me wonder if he understood what I was asking for. Then he started rubbing his hands down my back and over my butt. It felt great but it wasn’t rough and hard. I waited patiently to see if he would change any of these methods or if this is what I was getting tonight. Suddenly I felt his tongue lick right up from my pussy to my ass and then again and again. I was getting wet now and I wondered if he was already trying to setup for anal.

Then he finally came back to my neck and whispered “You want it rough, right?” I answered yes. “You’re my fuck toy, right?” I answered yes. “I can do anything I want to you right now, right?” I answered yes. “You won’t hold anything against me, right? Because this could get rough on you. Are you sure you’re OK with that?” I answered yes. But his words did make me hesitate. I knew I could handle anything he would come up with, after the session I had with Joe, but I also had never heard him talk like this.

He got up from the bed and I heard him in the closet. He came back and grabbed my hands and put them behind my back like he was arresting me. Then he started tying them together with a tie he got from his closet. This was his first time to do this. My pussy was getting wetter by the minute. Then he put on some fairly loud music. Then he put a blindfold over my eyes. I was laying on my stomach with my hands tied behind my back, blindfolded, with loud music playing so I could barely hear anything. I was totally oblivious to what was going on. Meanwhile, he hadn’t touched me in about a minute. My mind started to wander a bit thinking about what he might be doing.

“You still there honey?” I asked.

“Yep, I’m here. I’m just enjoying the view and drinking some vodka.” he said.

“Well, were you going to do anything or is this it?” I asked.

“Ah. Anticipation. Let it build babe. Just chill. You’re going to get yours soon.” he said.

Another few minute or so went by and finally I felt him get on the bed with me. I could feel him near my face when he suddenly rolled me to my side. He then started pinching both my nipples very hard. I winced and squealed. He finally let go and immediately shoved his almost hard cock into my mouth and started furiously face fucking me. He had never done this before but I knew he liked it. He then held my head on his cock as far as it could go and pinched my nose so I couldn’t breathe. I was trying to back off and my body started reacting when he finally released me and I got a huge breathe.

“Oh my god, honey. I couldn’t breathe!” I gasped.

He calmly responded with “I know. That’s why I did it. I get to do what I want, right? You need to trust me then. Let me have my fun with you and I think you will have fun too.”

He was totally using this as a way to get exactly what he had been fantasizing about. I started to realize he was kinkier than I thought.

“Do you still feel comfortable with what you said you wanted? If not, speak up now. I plan to use you for my pleasure and it will get a little rough. So, are you sure this is what you want?” He asked.

I thought about it for a minute. Is this what I wanted? Could I handle it? Then I thought about the other day with Joe. I did fine. My hubby deserves to see that side of me also. But would I still love him afterward? I hesitated.