Letting off some steam, with audience

Calming down did not go as well as I had intended. After the ‘massage’ I put on the top of my bikini, the summer dress and tried to stay busy; at that I was successful. Then I took a bath, put on my short summer robe (I had a different one for each season) and sat down by the TV. The sun had just set, so I decided that it was too late to go to the neighbours to talk with their son. I turned the TV on but instead of putting on some of the crap they usually air I switched the signal source to my laptop and there I opened the browser. Absentmindedly I found some random porn (in HD obviously) and clicked play; it turned out to be a MMF threesome.

I rarely watched porn but not because I did not like it, quite the opposite. It turned me on and I preferred to maintain some form of control over my arousal. But since I had already lost said control earlier that day I decided to go all out. I opened my robe and slid my hand between my legs, but before I touched my clitoris I came up with a better idea. Without pausing the video I stood up and went to my bedroom. I returned carrying a magic wand vibrator and a large penis shaped dildo; the action of the movie had not progressed much. I put the dildo aside for now and placed the wand by my clitoris, I turned it to low vibrations for start.

I turned my attention back to the screen; it was then that I noticed someone standing outside, right behind the full size window. It was Tom! I did not look directly at him and it seemed that he did not realise that he had been spotted. Maybe he came here to talk as I should have done? I did not blame him for not entering, but he should have left when he realised what was happening. On the other hand I should have stopped masturbating when I noticed him. But I still held the vibrating wand by my clitoris and the porn was still playing on the screen; the woman was being licked by one man and groped by the other, her loud exaggerated moans were coming from the speakers. I felt so aroused! Not shy nor ashamed as I should have, somehow the fact of being observed turned me on even more. Some perverted part of my mind, about the existence of which I had no prior idea, must have taken over. I turned the wand to a higher level and took the dildo into my mouth to get it wet. I had always used lubricants for that, so the inner pervert scored again. I was still looking at the screen, but in the corner of my eye I could see Tom’s silhouette outside the window.

I gave the dildo a nice blowjob, more than was necessary to make it wet. I never knew I could be such a pervert; a small part of me was protesting, but it could not fight the growing arousal. Eventually I took the dildo out of my mouth and pushed it between my other lips. The toy was about as big as my ex-husband’s penis, so it was perfectly satisfactory for me. I slowly pushed it in, just as the men on the screen pushed their penises into the woman’s mouth and vagina. I issued a soft moan but it was obscured by the noises coming from the video. Tom could surely hear these, since the patio doors were ajar. I slowly began to work the toy in and out, I still held the buzzing wand by my clitoris. At some point I pushed the dildo deep inside and left it there, so I could free one of my hands; I used it to turn the vibrations up once again, then I resumed the penetration.

Tom was still there and though I could not see him clearly enough to be able to spot any details I could sense that he was burning with desire. I could not blame him, after all, so was I. But at least I was venting my arousal with masturbation while Tom was just standing there and… or was he? I could not see him that well. Maybe he was masturbating too? That thought turned me on even more. I imagined that it was Tom’s penis instead of the dildo pushing in and out of my vagina. I issued a loud moan, this one was loud enough to be heard over the porn. I turned the vibrations up once again and resumed the penetration at a quicker pace. I completely lost the sense of time and common sense apparently too. I was masturbating furiously with two toys at once, my moans and screams were louder than those coming from the TV. I ignored the sight of Tom, but I could still sense his lustful gaze. He must have been masturbating, of that I had no doubt.

In and out went the penis as I thought of the toy by now. I loved the sensation! And the vibrations… Mhmmm!! I was going wild, my hand could not go any faster, just like the men on the screen who were now double penetrating the woman.

Then it happened. I issued a long high-pitched cry; my hands were shaking as I failed to continue the penetration. My whole body began to tremble and I clenched my vaginal muscles. Then I erupted; I had completely forgotten about this. My fluids squirted from my crotch onto the carpet. I let the dildo go, it was pushed out of my vagina and dropped to the floor. I somehow still held the vibrator by my clitoris as the orgasm continued to rock my body.

I do not know how long I half-lied on the couch; my breathing was still heavy so it could not have been too long. The two men on the screen had ejaculated on the woman’s face and the video ended. The dildo was lying on the floor, on a stained carpet, the vibrator was on the couch by my side. My body was sweaty and so was my robe which by now simply lay beneath me.

I stood up on wobbly legs and surveyed the room; Tom was gone. I was standing naked, the robe left on the couch. I picked up the dildo and threw it on that piece of furniture. I went to the window for no apparent reason. Tom had been masturbating after all, he had left the evidence on the glass and forgot to clean it. I just smiled, partially in admiration - the load was truly voluminous. I had not talked to him after the massage and now the unavoidable conversation would be even harder, no pun intended. But that was the plan for tomorrow. Tonight I just needed to take another shower and go to sleep.