Just blurt it out.

Sara took a deep breath. She wanted to say it, just wanted to throw it out.

"I wanted to talk to you about something. Something I want to do." James frowned. "You know just about anything is ok. So what's up?" Sara took a deep breath, preparing herself.

"Iwanttohavesexwithsomeone."

James' frown deepened. He was standing perfectly still as she watched him, trying to gauge his reaction, but he had always been so good at hiding his thoughts! When he did speak it was flat and calm, which worried her a bit. "I assume you mean other then me?" Sara bit her lip and nodded, worried about talking more.

Then she broke a bit. "I really love you James! I DO! Your my everything! I just..." James stopped her with a raised hand. "Tell me something baby. You've been thinking about this haven’t you? What I would consider fantasying." Again she nodded, shaking a little. Though in the 4 years that they had been together she had never really seen him mad, she worried now he would be mad at her. He nodded a bit looking off. "That would probably explain the increase in your wanting sex." He sighed deeply, then he turned away from her.

"I'll think about it."

Sara worried that she upset him and let the matter drop. She took a deep breath, she decided not to bring it up again. Sometimes it was better to let fantasies remain just that.