Just Tell Me The Truth

There's something magical about lying in bed sleeping during the wee hours of the morning and suddenly, you feel your ass cheeks being separated and your man's thick love stick is driving into your pleasure hole.

"Good morning, babe," he said to me sweetly as he stroked away finding a perfect rhythm. Ro had joked that Warren and I spent a lot of time fucking on the vacation. It was a vacation and a lot of fucking was going to happen. My question to her was why she wasn't doing the same.

As I lay on my side getting served, I couldn't help but think that the spoon position hits differently first thing in the morning. He had his arm threaded under my leg playing with my clit as we kissed. Seconds turned into minutes and after he had successfully filled my spot with his semen, we smiled and basked in the afterglow of our orgasms.

After a shower, we headed down for breakfast. We met up with Ro and Diego, "Y'all still going out in this heat?" she asked as she lifted her fork to her mouth.

I nodded, "Yes, we have to leave right after breakfast."

"Are you sure you don't want to go, babe?" Diego asked her.

She turned her lips over, "I'm more than sure." She looked at Warren, "Warren doesn't even want to go. You're forcing the poor man."

I made a face, "I'm not forcing him," I replied as I turned to my right, "you wanna go, right?"

He hesitated and replied, "Yeah, sure."

"See," she said as she pointed at us with her fork. "Why don't you and Diego go."

"And what is y'all going to do?" I asked.

"I'ma be in my room resting and later by the pool. I don't know what Warren is going to do."

"I'll go down the street. I saw a mall."

I shrugged, "Well if Diego wants to go and you two boogers don't, I guess it's me and D."

He nodded, "Cool."

********

The day was nice. Like it was hot, but there was a decent breeze as we stood out in front of the resort waiting for the tour bus to arrive. Diego sighed, "Ro has been in a mood."

I nodded, "You said she gets like this when she's pregnant."

He huffed, "Yeah but I don't know. I just feel like things have been different." He struggled with what he wanted to say but then he spoke, "Y'all were cool on the deployment, right?"

I nodded, "Yeah." I replied but that moment we had a little tiff popped into my mind. He studied my face but I smiled to distract him.

The tour guide arrived wearing his fashionable khaki outfit of pants and a button-down short-sleeved shirt with a hat. He began checking tickets when Manny walked over to us, "Are you two headed to Yucatan?"

"Yes, we are." I saw the way Diego eyed him. "Diego, this is Manny. He works here at the resort."

Diego nodded and shook his hand, "Is there any good food on this tour?"

Manny laughed, "I'll tell you what, why don't you both come with me? I was headed to Tsukan and some of the Mayan Ruins myself."

Diego made a face, "I don't know. What's Warren going to think?"

"You're here with me. It's not like you'd let anything happen to me."

"True. Okay. Let's go."

Manny smiled, "Follow me."

*****

As we drove down the highway, Manny asked, "And your spouses? Are they not enjoying the area?"

We both chuckled and then I responded, "Diego and I are the adventurous ones."

Manny smiled, "I see. My ex-girlfriend said that I was a busybody."

He continued to drive giving us details about the towns we passed through with Mayan villages where generations of families all lived close to each other. I thought that was amazing.

I saw the vendors sitting by the side of the road selling beautiful hammocks, hats, and other pieces of art. We stopped and bought a few items before continuing to the Mayan Ruins.

A pyramid sat in the middle of the field, a courtyard to the left where ancient Mayans played sports, and the winner was sacrificed to the gods. It was considered an honor to die at the hand of your opponent for the gods.

Diego stepped away to make a call. When he returned, he seemed perturbed, "Have you heard from Warren since we've been out here?"

I looked at my phone. Honestly, I had not thought about it. I sent him a message stating I had arrived and would text again before we headed back. I looked at Diego with an eyebrow raised, "You good?"

He sucked his teeth, "Why isn't she answering her damn phone?"

"She did say she would be resting."

He nodded, "You're right."

I pulled him to the side, "Look what's really going on?"

He shrugged and damn near looked like he was about to cry, "I don't know. Sometimes I just get the feeling that she's slipping away from me. I'm trying my hardest Jackie."

I hugged him, "You're doing an amazing job. Believe me, I'd tell you if you weren't. Just stop volunteering to go away so much. Life is happening while you're away and you're missing it."

"Te lo juro, It's my final deployment for a long time."

I patted his shoulder, "Now stop worrying so much and let's head to our next stop."

Manny walked over to us, "Are we ready to visit the cenote in Tsukan?"

"I am so ready to dip into the water."

*****

We each received a life jacket. It was a requirement to shower and don a life jacket before getting into the cenote. We walked down a flight of stone steps which led to a cave and then it opened up to the cenote.

It looked magical. I had not seen a cenote up close. We got into the cool waters and floated around for several minutes before leaving.

Afterward, Manny took us to a restaurant in Valladolid. A beautiful spot with friendly people. The spread was buffet-style and provided a host of items to choose from. I ate quite a few times before we left and walked to the park.

We listened to music for a little while and then headed back.

As we drove back, we talked a lot. It was fun practicing my Spanish with two native speakers. We were so engrossed in having a good time that I neglected to send Warren a message letting him know we were on our way back until we were almost at the resort. I didn't get a response from him. I figured he must have been resting.

Once we got back, I thanked Manny for taking us on the trip and he even got the desk to refund the money I spent on the tour. We headed to our rooms. Our room was on the fourth floor and their room was on the same but at the opposite end of the building.

I headed to my room, used my card to unlock the door, and went inside expecting to see my husband but he wasn't there. I text his phone but no answer. I decided to take a shower and go sit out on the balcony.

After thirty minutes, I got the text from Warren, "I was in the pool just seeing this, on my way back to the room."

I heard when the door opened, he met me at the sliding glass, "I'ma take a quick shower and come out here with you."

I smiled, "Okay."

He headed to the bathroom and I sat outside sipping on a tequila getting nice and toasty.

When Warren joined me outside, he plopped down into his seat like he weighed a ton. He was quiet with his eyes focused on the water across the street.

"How was the mall?" I asked to break the silence.

"It was good. Same old stuff that malls have."

I nodded.

Then he said, "Jackie, be honest with me, would you or have you ever cheated on me?"

My face turned into a piece of crumpled newspaper, "What?!"

"I just wanna know."

"The fact that you asked me that, says a lot about our relationship."

"I know your ex was deployed out there while you were there."

"Okay. You know because I told you. It wasn't a secret." My neck got seriously hot; I stood up. He did as well.

"Come on Jackie, we're just talking let's put everything on the table so we can move forward."

I scoffed, "On the table, Negro, bye. I ain't got nothing to put on any table. I said what I said."

He pouted and huffed. I pointed at him, "Unless, you got something you wanna get off your chest?"

He sucked his teeth, "Stop playing."

"Oh, because you're projecting right now." I started to walk away but paused, "As much as we fuck and as much as I'm all over you, you think that I fucked Kelly while I was deployed?"

He gulped, "I just want to know."

I grinned, "Trust me, if I would have fucked him, you and I wouldn't be here in Mexico right now." I left him on the balcony to deal with the fuckery that spewed from his mouth.

After an hour he came inside and got in bed with me. I kindly rolled out of bed and got in the other queen-sized bed.

"So, you're mad."

"Good night, sir." I turned off the light and went to sleep.

***********

The rest of our trip was tense. He had it in his mind that I cheated on him and all I knew was that I wasn't about to keep saying that I hadn't. At that point, I figured he was going to believe what he wanted.

Ro nudged me on the last day of the trip as we were headed back to the airport, "You and Warren okay?"

"Yeah."

"Come on sis, I notice things have been a little, uh—"

"We're good and if we're not, then it'll be whatever it is."

Her eyebrows lifted and she left me alone. I had a serious attitude. My birthday week, the one I had dreamed about for years turned out to be a conundrum of shenanigans and fuckery.

*****

We made it back home. I had approximately two weeks to help Diego plan a surprise party for Ro. Even though my marriage was suffering, I found the time to meet with Diego to plan out the details.

One night after I returned home, I found Warren standing in the kitchen. I still wasn't talking to him. I walked by him to the refrigerator, "So, how long are we going to do this?" he asked with annoyance.

"You're the one that has ideas in your head about me."

"You think it's easy for me knowing that you were out there with a man you still have feelings for." He looked as if he was about to break down and cry. My heart hurt a little.

"I don't know what I can do for you Warren. I just don't. You created a narrative about me and I can't unwrite it. Only you can do that. No matter what you think I feel for Kelly, I never cheated on you. So, the question now is where do we go from here?"

He stood silent fighting back tears. I nodded, "I'm going to go take a shower." I left him there to think about what he wanted.

As I showered, I thought of how could I prove to Warren I was faithful. I wondered what even planted that ugly seed in his mind. We had been fine. I called him as much as I could and kept him in the loop when I was deployed. There were no secrets. I mean, of course, I didn't tell him that I'd lay on the bed next to Kelly chatting. That would have only pissed him off and sowed seeds of doubt.

I do agree that the boundaries I set in place with Kelly were looser than they should have been but I didn't do anything. He had no reason to feel as he did. I was at a loss.

I went through a sea of emotions, mad, sad, hurt, and confused. Maybe I should have fucked him, my spiteful side reared its ugly head. But then I shook my head, that would have been bad.

I heard the bathroom door open. I saw his naked muscular frame standing on the other side of the glass door. It slid open and he looked at me, "May I?"

I stepped back to give him space. He stood under the running water and got saturated. My hands caressed him as I stood behind him, "I am your wife and I love you."

He turned to me. We stared at each other for a while before our lips met. It didn't take long for him to lift my leg and enter my wet center. It had been nine days. That wasn't long for some but for two people who enjoyed sex, it was a lifetime.

As he stood there wearing out my pussy, he paused and said, "Promise that we'll always do our best to work things out."

"Of course, babe, Team us."

"Team us."

He rocked my pussy until I quivered and trembled in his arms. I turned around and let him hit from the back until he erupted.