Journal Entry 15

Journal Entry 15: October 20th

I called in sick today, but the truth is that I needed some time to process everything that happened with Mark. I can't stop thinking about what he did, and I don't know what to do now. Part of me is angry and frustrated, and another part of me is scared. I never thought something like this would happen to me, especially not at my job.

I'm not sure how I'm going to face him or go back to teaching a class after this. I feel violated and disrespected, and I can't help but blame myself for what happened. Maybe I should have been more clear with Mark about my boundaries, or maybe I shouldn't have worn that sundress to school. But then again, it shouldn't matter what I wear or how I act - Mark had no right to do what he did. I don't know what's going to happen next, but I hope that I can find the strength to get through it.