Journal Entry 12

Journal Entry 12: October 16th

Things have calmed down a bit with Mark since our last conversation. He hasn't made any more inappropriate comments or gestures, although he still stares at me in class sometimes. I don't know what to make of it, but I'm trying my best to ignore it and focus on teaching.

In other news, I've been having a hard time not thinking about what Mark said to me before he left that day. He suggested that I wear sundresses, and while I don't want to prove him right, I have to admit that I've been noticing them in the stores lately. They look so comfortable and cute, and part of me is curious to see what it would be like to wear one to work.

I know it's not exactly appropriate attire for a teacher, but maybe it would help me feel more confident and less stressed out. Besides, Mark had been right about my hair. Maybe he knows what he's talking about when it comes to fashion. Or maybe I'm just overthinking things again. I don't want to jump to conclusions or make things awkward between us, so I'm just trying to focus on my work and keep things professional.

The other teachers have been great though. They've noticed that I've been feeling a bit down lately, and they've been going out of their way to make me feel welcome. Last night, a few of them invited me over for dinner and drinks. We had a great time, and it was really nice to connect with people who understand the challenges of being a teacher.

In any case, work has been keeping me busy and I'm grateful for that. I've been spending a lot of time preparing for my classes and grading papers, but I've also been trying to make time for myself. I went for a run yesterday and it felt amazing to clear my head and get some exercise. I think I'm finally starting to find a balance between work and self-care, and that's something to be proud of.