Jenny morning

Jenny was woken on a sunny Saturday morning by her daughters laughter she was naked apart from a pair of nickers she had on from the night before a grumble she sat up and started coughing her lungs out

"I feel like shit but nothing a good smoke can fix" and she reached for a pack of cigarettes on the bed side table

When one was lit and after a few puffs got out of her small bed and look did a little prah at herself in a cracked mirror she thought she looked okay not the best looking girl ever but okay she did with her boobs looked okay probaly her best part we wished she her skin was more soft looking had a better look to it but that only a dream

She breathed deeply on her cigarette and did a little Prayer

"Good morning, Lord! Today's a new day, a chance for a new start. Yesterday is gone and with it any regrets, mistakes, or failures I may have experienced. It's a good day to be glad and give thanks, and I do, Lord. Thank you for today, a new opportunity to love, give, and be all that you want me to be. Amen"

She had never been that religious but when her ex beat her up and called her a cheating slut when she told him she was pregnant with his child when in the hospital a religious nurse said God and Jesus will love you and always help those who need Well it was something like that but after that she became more religious but does not go to church

Jenny found smoking helped with her pain and depression from her ex before that she had never smoked but after she got out of hospital a friend offered one saying it will help her as it does with her

When she was done with her prayer she started to look for a bra and then thought why bother after all they are both girl and being naked should not be a bad thing so she did not bother

headed down stairs to join her daughter in the living room

when she got there she found Lilly sitting crossed leged on the floor watching T.V with a cup of chocolate milk infant of her she was in a white and pink pair of pajamas

"Morning Lilly how are you today" Jenny asked her siting on a old beaten up sofa and had a puff of her cigarette "what are you watching

"Morning mum" she said happily giving her a big chocolate covered smile " I am good am happy that you and the Lord are in my life ..... I am watching The Silly Manor of Lord Silly"

"I am glad to hear that Lilly and that sounds fun"

"Thank you mum it is fun" she smiled again then pointed "can I have some of your smoky thing "

"May be later Lilly I do not want chocolate on it" she smiled and smoked some more

Jenny thought back to the memory of Lilly first smoke which made her smile

Jenny had alway brought Lilly up as good things happen to those that ask nicely and you shall get and one day a few months ago she asked a if she could try a bit of smoky

thing most of my friends have had a smoky thing so Jenny said yes I see no harm but do not breath it in or bad stuff will happen

"Mum are you alright you look funny" asked Lilly noticing her mum

"Yes Lilly I okay just a happy memory" she awnsered her daughter giving her a smile

"That good mum anyway I said that is okay we got a sunny day and I can have a smoky thing later"

"We may go a walk in that thing called a park"

"That sounds fun" she smiled

"Good now let's watch the rest of your show" and they both watched the T.V till the show was finished