Jack, he-him, 22

So, i started looking at porn online as a teen like most people do. I think i was too young and not really able to understand what i was seeing but i just found it fascinating. I guess that's kinda normal. But anyway, after a while i was just going online more and more and getting into all these different websites.

So of course at some point i got our computer a virus and my parents were really upset. For a while i kept going back and forth with getting in trouble and just being unable to stop being interested in porn, and i started to have thoughts about having sex with girls i knew in real life... like, kinda violent thoughts.

I'm scared to say it because it feels like that will make it real. I feel like the porn is affecting how i see people in real life.