It’s more important how you feel…

I stood in front of that mirror to see how I looked and was amazed as with just a few small changes to my clothing (and not forgetting the mystery hair loss in the shower this morning) what I saw in that reflection was not the handsome man with a cute boyish charm that I was used to, it was a pretty, innocent, cute little girly boy.

It was hard to tell whether I looked more like a slightly masculine girl or an extremely feminine pretty boy. It was probably more the latter but it was a close call, either way there was no question that I didn’t look like a man, and I definitely looked super cute and powerless.

Adam walked up behind me as I was staring back at my reflection, he draped his big strong arms over my shoulders, pulling me into him gently. I looked again at my reflection with him now behind me and realised how much smaller and more submissive I looked as he overshadowed me like that. He leaned down to whisper to me quietly again.

“See, I told you that you’re a very pretty little boy, your destiny isn’t to be a man doing manly things, it never was. You’re destiny is this, being pretty, being a good boy, serving a real man however they need. I can tell you already love it and will be perfect in your new role in this world Jonah, trust me”