It's complicated.

"Oh my god...I don't even know what to say" she answered.

"Mind going a mile a minute" you asked. She nodded her head.

"Ok, let's separate everything out then. That's what I do when I feel overwhelmed at work. What is the first thing that comes to your mind" you asked.

"That it felt better than I knew possible" she said shyly.

"Ok, I'm glad since it felt amazing for me too, so let's put that to the side. What's the next thing floating around in your mind" you ask.

"That we can't tell anyone at work about this" she responded running her fingers along your stomach. You noted she hasn't brought up the cheating part yet.

"Ok, that's just fine with me as long as we can still keep doing this" you replied smiling. She gave your stomach a playful swat and you feign injury making you both chuckle. Finally she answers.

"I don't think I could stop if I wanted to John" she replied.

"Good, now put that to the side and what else is rattling around in there" you ask giving her head a kiss.

"That I just cheated on my husband" she replies. There is is.

"Ok, and how do you feel about that" you ask.

"Guilty, but..." she hesitates.

"But what" you encourage.

"But...I don't feel guilty for cheating and that is making me feel guilty" she says cuddling closer to you.

"Do you want to hear my opinion on why that is" you ask. She nods her head.

"He hasn't treated you like a wife for a long time now. He leaves you alone for long periods of time doing who knows what, he doesn't satisfy you any longer, and he doesn't respect what you want to do in life" you state plainly.

"I don't want to upset you, but..." you hesitate like she did for effect.

"But what" she asks giving you the go ahead to continue.

"But...it sounds like your marriage died a while ago. If I were your husband you couldn't keep me away from you. Fuck work if it made me miss out on...well...this" you gesture at her naked body.

"I'd want to go everywhere with you to see your smile in every place. We'd start with a beach somewhere first so I could see you in a bikini though...just sayin" you chuckle.

"You know...I have a pool out back with really tall privacy fences" she says teasingly and kisses your neck sending tingles and goosebumps through your body.

"Oh yah" you ask.

"Yah...it's heated and everything" she responds.

"Hmmm...alright, but one condition" you state. She looks up at you expecting you to say your condition.

"We leave the bikini for that beach trip and go like this" you gesture at your nude bodies.

"Ha, if you think that'll make me suddenly shy then you clearly don't know what I usually wear when I go swimming" she says standing up and holding out her hand for you which you take and she pulls you up.

"Ooooo" she says looking down "plus it'll help us rinse off some stuff" she says gesturing at your cum running down her leg. You both smile and walk towards the back of the house towards the pool hand in hand.