I try to go back to my old life, but I can't. My old friends and coworkers have seen some videos of my humiliation and noone wants to stay with me.
I loose my job due to the lack of concentration due to the constant state of arousal and need and finding a ne w work is difficult when you're unable to concentrate during the interviews.
Looking myself in the mirror I understand another reason for it: I'm trembling hoping to reach the orgasm... And when it stops it's even worse as I'm left unsatisfied and tired.
I get some money from the government as they declare I have a very rare disease (porbably I'm the only victim), but I keep needing to interact with people.
After a couple of weeks like that I start looking other men with different eyes. I need one of them to fuck me or I'm going to get crazy...
Finally a couple of months later I go to the only specialized place that may help me: a brothel.
I choose one of the men and when I explain what I need he doubts but finally agrees
During the talk I'm red in shame because of having to do this and even worse to ask for it... Not to say being with a man being a hetero man.
But during the sex it's all forgotten, I need it too much and the pleasure I feel as he fucks me is much bigger than ever. As soon as he feels my ass with his cum I cum myself.
Finally once we're clean and recovered I hug him thanking him for a while.
It's not until I arrive home that i remember the tramp stamp, but I'm so happy that I don't care.
The first days are great, but less than a week later I feel myself extremely needed of cumming again and unable to concentrate in anything.
I try to resist it, since I don't want to get fucked again even if I enjoy it.
I resist another week before repeating the visit.
As I arrive I decide to ask for being with the same man since he understood me.
The excitation keeps being incredible and I feel myself fucking myself in his big cock in arousal.
Next week I repeat the visit, both for need and because of enjoying it.
From then on every week (and even some weeks twice) I repeat my visit... always withe same guy.
A couple of months later he looks at me before the final hug.
"I want to propose you something since I'm about to leave this place..."
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