I resist

I am sitting there and all that goes through my mind is This is not me but Oh my god I love it.

I pull away and simon looks at me he says hey babe whats wrong. I said oh nothing. He's hesitant. Trevor is till working my pussy. I said well come on. We do it in the living room. right there on the floor. Simon in my pussy me then trevor in my ass. It takes a while. But we are all in the same rhythm. Sweating. Simon looks up at me smiles and blows me a kiss well trevor hits it hard a couple times i kind of whimper but it feels good. well i hollar im gonna cum adn both of them say me too. well we all speed up and we all three cum together. Trevor pulls out spanks my ass and gets up i roll off simon he kisses me and i get up throw my clothes back on and sit on the couch. Simon pulls his boxers on and gets up on the couch. Trevor says Ill be back im going to take a shower. He goes off to his part of the place. Simon starts playing the video again. I go out back on the balcony and Sit in the corner and just think. I feel like such a slut. Im out there for a while and trevor comes out. He said so....i said so....he said you are the best fuck buddy i have ever had. I kinda get mad. I said you said you wanted more. He said used to. But i would rather keep you as my fuck buddy. I said oh so im not good enuf to date, marry, and everything else. He said you're not my type. I was furious. All that bullshit he talked to me over a year. Me giving in and just fuck buddies. I get up and start through going to the door and Simon stops me.