I needed to be a cock sucker.

I hated my dad all the time because he was mean, abusive, and degraded me when we were alone. I didnt like it when my dad called me a. Fucking cock sucker. It was like he had the right to violate his only son and i had no male figure to inspire or look up to.

I was proud of myself for having the guts to steal the all cock magazine because i saw 2 grow men who lived to love sucking each others real man sized cocks in the most sexually explicit way. They blew my mind for real because i wanted to believe thats what grown men do to and for each other. They inspired me and i eventually fell in love with them because they made me feel like i was in my right frame of mind as a teenager and i looked up to them.

I was having a blast loving cocks. My favorite part was that my family didnt know and at best my parents were both perverted and psychotic all in one sentience as well as abusive to boot. And when it came to morals i wasnt tought to know what morals were by both parents. Thats why i struggled with my sexual orientation. But when i saw what those 2 men were all about i certainly found my sexual orientation and the fuck with morals. I needed to suck cock really bad because i loved cock then and i love cock now.

My dad called me a cock sucker so much when i was a teenager thats what i turned out to be is a fucking cock sucker. And i really love cock im proud to say.