I fight it

It's just too weird to do this in front of Alice like this; I can't do it.

I sigh. It was just never fated to happen. The gods themselves have all conspired to keep me from having an orgasm today. It was all over. I gave up. The gods won.

The pressure to not cum today was oddly relieving, though. I could feel my long unresolved sexual frustration begin to peel away, if only a little. Maybe it was a good thing Alice came today. It helped me from falling into degeneracy.

So I managed to relax enough to finally drift into a semi-peaceful sleep. At least, until ...