I don't know anymore

Hearing her say everything like this is helpful but it's still not a confirmation that we feel the same way. I feel like I'm all turned around like I've been on the same rollercoaster for the past few months but every day they add something even more crazy than the last. I don't even know what I want or what they want. I do know what's right however and **** is wrong. But love is right. And I love Athena and Wendy in the same way. Now it's time for me to make this choice. And I choose Wendy. I live with Athena she's just confused and she'll get over it in like a week plus if I took advantage of her now her parents would never forgive me.

I walk right up to Athena and hug her tightly but respectfully. I don't touch anything that would be considered inappropriate for a cousin to touch.

"I'm sorry too. Athena I should be more honest with you about how I feel but I've been lying up until now. I love you more than what's appropriate for family to love each other and I'm ashamed of myself for having these feelings.... I think you feel the same way but this could never happen. We could never be together. We can never take it further than this." After I finish speaking Athena hugs me back even tighter and starts crying she cries into my shoulder until eventually she starts nuzzling me and kissing me working her way from my shoulder to my neck she grabs my crotch and that's when I push her away and leave the house I'm not sure where I'm going at first but soon I find myself at Wendy's house.