I come in second, but Athena comes in 1st

It is a tense race with me jumping onto other player’s cars, including Athena’s, and blast the npc cars. During the last round, the race is between me and Athena. First I am in first place, then second, first place again and second place once more. It is very close, but at the very end, I narrowly lose from Athena.

“Whoow!” Athena yells when she sees ‘finished’ appear on her side of the screen along with ‘1st place’.

I hold out my hand to my cousin and say, “Congratulations, Athena. You are still great at gaming.”

“Thanks, Kyle.” Athena says as she shakes my hand. “Now, close your eyes for me.”

“You’re supposed to ask me a question.” I say.

“I know.” Athena replies, but I need you to close your eyes first.”

Alright then. I put the controller down, face my cousin and then close my eyes. After just a few seconds, Athena tells me I can open my eyes again. When I do, I see that she has taken off her bra. My mouth falls wide open. The only time I have ever seen boobs before was on the internet. This is the first time in my life that I see real boobs. But then I realize … they are my cousin’s boobs. So, I quickly place my hands in front of my eyes to stop looking.

“Whenever I showed my boobs to Chad, he said they were too small.” I hear Athena say. “He told me that I should get implants.”

“What an asshole.” I think. “Athena’s boobs are amazing as they are. There’s no need for implants.”

Then Athena softly asks me the question she got for winning the last race. “Kyle … Do you think my boobs are ugly?”

“No. Of course not.” I say. “Chad just doesn’t know what he’s talking about.”

“Then why aren’t you looking?” Athena asks.

“You’re my cousin. Athena.” I say. “I am not supposed to check you out.”

“You’re not ‘checking me out’, Kyle.” Athena replies. “I just want your honest opinion. But for that you have to look.”

I keep my eyes closed. But … I have already seen them. The image of her boobs is in my mind now and I keep seeing them. My dick is quickly growing hard. The more I try to stop it from doing so the faster he grows erect.

“I really don’t mind you seeing them, Kyle.” Athena says reassuringly. “They’re just boobs, after all.”

Athena is right. They are just boobs. Besides, as long as I don’t touch them, I’m not performing ****. I remove my hands from my face and look at my topless cousin. Her boobs are still on full display and my eyes are drawn to her nipples like a moth to a flame.

“They’re … good.” I say. “They are a good size. Perky is good. I … I’m sorry, Athena. These are the first boobs I’m seeing.”

Athena giggles and says, “Really? Your first boobies are mine. That makes me happy.”

Athena then brings a hand to her areola and rubs two fingers along its surface.

“What about my areola’s?” She asks. “Aren’t they too big?”

When I see her fingers do that to her boobs, I become jealous. I want to do that. Have my hands on these glorious boobs and feel them all over. God, why did Athena have to be my cousin. If she was just some girl I would have already asked if I could touch her boobs.

“No. They are a good size.” I say nervously.

Athena then increases my **** by bringing both hands underneath her boobs and pushes them up. It results in her nipples moving up and pointing right towards me.

“What about their firmness?” Athena asks next. “Are they firm enough for you?”

“Yes. Yes, they are.” I quickly reply.

By now my dick is straining so much against my pants it is begging me to be let out. But I can’t, not in front of my cousin. That would be wrong.

“Are you sure?” Athena asks. “You can touch them if you like.”

And there it is. My first invitation to touch boobies. But they are my COUSIN’S boobies! My sense of reason is telling me to decline the offer. My instinct however is telling me to accept her offer. What should I do? Am I strong enough to keep my hands off my cousin?