I ask for advice

Well, now I have done it. I have gotten into the car owned by my short haired blonde friend. I know that I am just going to Nami's place to talk, but I am still a little excited. Maybe it is the blonde's eye shadow that excites me or maybe it is her confidence. It could be the fancy car that I am riding in that excites me. I don't know much about cars, but I am pretty sure that Nami's car is a Fierri. Not just anyone can drive a car like that. No matter what is causing my excitement, my face is getting red and my heart is speeding up. Even though I have promised myself to take things slow with Nami, I am sorely tempted to break that promise.

"Didn't your parents ever tell you not to get in a car with a stranger," Nami teased. "I could be **** you right now."

"I feel that I can trust you," I answered my friend as a grain of doubt entered my body. I realize that I really do not know anything about the woman driving me even though she stopped to help me on the street even though she had never seen me before. "Have I made a mistake?"

"No, I was just trying to get a rise out of you because you haven't said one word to me since you have gotten in my car, Suki," Nami prodded out of concern.

"I guess that I have a lot on my mind," I said with a sigh. "I am going to need a little while to organize my thoughts."

"Okay," Nami conceded.

Not another word was spoken for the rest of the trip. When we got there, I saw a large Tudor brown house. If I did not know that Nami was wealthy before, seeing this house would have let the cat out of the bag. Once inside, my friend put my lunch box inside the kitchen refrigerator and the rest of my stuff inside the spare bedroom where I was staying for the night. I could not help but glance around the living room while the blond put my things away. The thing I looked at the most was the largest television that I had ever seen hanging on one of the walls. A DVD player was resting in a brown cabinet below the television.

"Penny for your thoughts," Nami said with an inquisitive face while sitting a blue couch in the middle of the living room.

I made sure to sit on the opposite end of the couch since just Nami being in the same room with me was beginning to tempt me a little bit. I had to be honest with myself. I was a little scared of the hot blonde since I was attracted to her. I was a little worried that I was going to give into temptation and go for her.

"I keep thinking about the last thing you said before you left the coffee shop," I confessed while folding my hands in my lap and wringing them nervously.

"What's that?" Nami asked with a inquisitive glance. I am sure that she still remembers what she said. She just wants me to say it. I think my friend thinks it will help me more if I say it. I had **** but to give in.

"You said that I should give Rei another chance. Would I be a bad person if I said I didn't want to?"

"No, you'd be a honest person," Nami spoke out with an honest face.

"Before this ugly business with You-Know-Who got started, I would have gone to the ends of the earth for Rei, but I just do not feel the same way about her anymore," I whined.

"Well, Ms. Harry Potter fan, I can certainly understand why you would feel that way," Nami jibed with a good natured smile. "At least your sense of humor is coming back."

"If I do nothing for Rei, she could become attached to that vampire for life and I don't think that I could handle that," I complained while shaking my head.

"She might be a lost cause. Yuri has had Rei under her thumb for a long time. Besides that, the monster has other girls under her boot as well. I know of at least five." Nami advised me.

"I don't think that Rei is a lost cause yet," I reasoned.

"What makes you say that?" Nami asked while arching her right eyebrow.

"The day before I found out about Rei's secret, we went on a date to the festival. We were both having a lot of fun until Rei got a call on her cell phone. Instead of answering the call, she turned off her phone so we could continue on our date. I didn't think anything about it at the time, but I know who was calling Rei now because of everything that you have told me. If she refused one call from Yuri, then I know there is hope for Rei."

"That is some smart thinking," the blue eyed babe complimented. "Are you absolutely sure that you don't want to give Rei another chance?"

"I would much rather date you than Rei," I complimented Nami with a smile.

"It is interesting that you said that because I am attracted to you as well," Nami said while slowly sliding across the couch for a kiss.

Do I really want to kiss Nami so soon? I must say that I am tempted. All the possibilities of what the kiss could cause are buzzing through my mind. Equal parts of excitement, lust, adoration, and fear are buzzing through my whole body. All kinds of thoughts and emotions were running through my head as Nami slowly approached me for a kiss. Even though I was attracted to the hot blonde, I couldn't get the memory of my classmate Rei breaking my heart out of my mind. What terrified me the most was all the things that the kiss might cause. I pictured the kiss being chaste at first and then heating up. I imagined Nami slowly laying me down on the couch. I dreamed about my friend stripping me naked slowly. I would then lift up on her sweater to show her what I would want to happen next. She would then smile and take off her clothes. It would be a lot simpler for the model to take off her own clothes since I would then be laying down. I fantasize about the naked Nami laying down on top of me and giving me a kiss that would make my whole body turn red. I am about to lose control of myself. What do I do?