Have a talk

***Authors Note***

Sorry for the little delay, not much free time at the moment, but I think things will get better from now on. A second sorry for a chapter with a lot less sexual interaction, but I´m sure the next one will compensate that.

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I go to the bathroom immediately after they free me and take a shower to wash of all the cum and sweat from my body. In my hurry I didn´t grab any clothes and so I just wrap a towel around my waist and go back to them. To my relief, Mom and Anastasia dressed in my absence. My mom wears a black blazer over a white blouse barely holding her big knockers and an also black pencil skirt. Her stockings and high heels lie forgotten on the floor while she sits on Andys bed with crossed legs. She has bound her long black hair in a pony tail and looks at me guiltily when I enter. Anastasia sits opposing from her on my bed. She is wearing the school uniform, but she has also dispensed with shoes and socks.

"Hey Honey, I´m so sorry. If I..." I interrupt my mother immediately.

"What do you do here Mom? Apart from fucking your own son I mean."

"Daniel that´s not fair, she ..." Anastasia tries to interfene.

"Sorry Anastasia, as hard as it sounds, but this has nothing to do with you. Perhaps you should give us a moment."

"I just try to help. You could be somewhat prudish when it comes to ****. A lot of our classmates fuck with their families and it´s no big deal, even Andy and..."

"I know, I know." I interrupt my girlfriend(?) this time. "This is not about the fucking." I grab her chin and give her a quick kiss. "I want you to stay, but please let me have this conversation with my mother without interference."

"Ok." She kisses me back, makes a gesture as if she would lock her mouth and throws the key away and gently smiles at me after that.

"So Mom, what do you do here? I haven´t seen you for almost a year and suddenly you came here to see me?"

"Vera or Ms. Rodriguez called me yesterday and told me about how lucky she is, my son goes to Aeon now and continues the 'familiy tradition', as she called it. She told me that Tara and your father registered you here and you didn´t had a clue, what kind of school this is. I canceled my shooting and came here as quick as possible, to support you in any possible way. If you want, I take you out of here, even if I have the feeling you probably don't want that anymore. You don´t have to go back to them, you can live with me if you want."

"You are right, I don´t want to leave Aeons. It´s strange, but I´m sure I belong here. Maybe it´s another sideeffect of the pheromones, but I like my new self and everyday I find out something new about me and my desires. I found good friends here and even more." I look at Anastasia and smile at her. "And even if I would want to leave, why on earth should I want to live with you? You left us! Maybe I could understand you left Dad, but you also left me. I have barely seen you this last two years, maybe four or five times in total. Fuck Mom, I needed you! And then Dad brought this strangers to our house and **** me to live with them. Nobody told me they know each other since their youth or mentioned that Nathalie is my half-sister. I had to come here, to learn who my familiy really is." I feel tears running down my cheeks but I don´t care. I´m furious and hurt and I feel like this is the first time since the divorce that we are talking honestly to each other.

"I´m so sorry Daniel, I´m sorry for everything we have done to you. I have done to you. I know, nothing I tell you can make these things undone, but please let me explain at least some things. I don´t expect you to forgive me, but maybe you can understand some of my actions." She looks at me as if she is waiting for my permission and I simply nod. "You know your Granddad **** your father to decide for one wife and your dad hadn´t the guts to spoke against his father. Tara and me begged him to fight for us, to stand up against his father just this fucking once, but he didn´t. In the end, he didn´t even make the choice which one of us he married, George did, soleley because my family had a better reputation. I was just part of a deal our parents made and this is the reason you have absolutely no contact to your grandparents from my side in the last years. I didn´t know at the wedding, but I found out some years later when you were about eight." Some blurred memories about an friendly, older couple on a farm appear in my mind.

"I almost forgot about them, but now I remember myself thinking I had done something bad and they no longer wanted to see me." I shake my head in disbelief.

"Another one of my many mistakes. I should have told you the truth, but I just wanted to forget them. Despite they tried, I have never spoken to them since then and I don´t regret it. My dad died some years ago, but that´s all I know about them." Her mind wanders off for a moment. "Anyway, that´s not the point now. Tara broke up contact with us before the wedding even was held. Much later I found out George paid her for staying away, but that made me even angrier. So, as you can immagine, our marriage was not under a good star from the start on. We really tried, because we loved each other, we loved you and we wanted to offer you a happy home. This worked for a few years, but I feeled how unhappy your father was. He missed Tara and his daughter he hadn´t even seen. Over the years it gets worse and worse and after I found out about the deal between our parents we were at a low point. Even our sex life suffered, one thing that was always perfect before. I was very unhappy and four years ago I accidentaly ran into Charlie, a friend from college, who is in the pornbussiness. I was very frustrated, sexually, at that time and he offered me a job to get off some steam. At first I declined, but after some months I finally decided to try it. And I loved it. It was a blast, beeing so desired again. I kept it a secret from your father, used a porn stage name and even wore a mask in every flick I made. But over time I became careless. The masks got smaller and smaller over the time and someday a colleague of your father recognized me in a movie. He knew how wealthy the family of your dad is and tried to **** him. Didn´t end well for him, but George get aware of my filming career and that was the beginning of the end. Your Granddad confronted us, and your dad, the weakling that he is, couldn´t muster the strength to talk back for another time. I was so furious and frustrated, I couldn´t handle it any longer and left. I really wanted to take you with me, because I love you so much, but I couldn´t. I know it´s totally unfair, but every time I looked at you, I saw your father in you and I got angry. Than everything went so fucking fast. I wanted to hurt your dad and George where it hurts them most, their reputation. I made A LOT more porn flicks, this time without a mask and under my real name, just to cause him trouble. On one occasion, I rented a helicopter and threw out flyers of my latest film over his estate when he held a prestigious garden party." It´s the first time a smile runs over her face and I must admit, that IS quite funny.

"Look son, you are the most important person in my life and it really hurts me, I wasn´t there for you when you needed me the most. I.. I go to therapy for some time now and the only result I hope to get from it, is to see you as a person for yourself and not only as the son of your father. I feel I made a lot of progress, since I don´t have the urge to vomit looking at you." She tries to get a smile from me with her joke and it works. I can see how happy my little smile makes her. "Again, I´m so sorry it took my so long to be honest with you. Fuck, even when I heard he would marry Tara I didn´t look out for you. In the beginning I hated her, for canceling our friendship, our love, our 'us'. It´s not long ago I finally realized, how bad this all must have been for her too. I´m sure she had the same fears as me, beeing alone and pregnant. But for her, it was reality, even if she was financially secured. If she wouldn´t have still loved your father, I don´t think she would have married him now. So, please don´t be to harsh with your judgement with her and Nathalie. I think that´s all for now and I know it´s a lot. If you have any questions...."

"That's really a lot and even though I understand some of it, I still need some time." I look at my mom and for the first time in a long time, I do it without accusing her.

"May I speak now?" Anastasia asks and we both nod. "Rose, is it ok if I call you Rose" Again, my mom simply nods. "Ok, Rose I´m really sorry for you, for all this horrible things that happened to you, despite the many mistakes you made. And Daniel, you are right, you need time. But you need time together. I´ll go to my room now and give you two some space. Please let your mom stay and use this evening or even the whole night to talk and make things right between you. You both deserve this second chance." As she bends down to pick up her remaining clothes, her bare ass comes into view and I notice me and my mother ogle it both. She notices my look and we both smile about the situation. As Anastasia notices what´s going on, she just shakes her head laughing. "Like mother, like son." She kisses us both goodbye and leaves us alone for the night.

We talk a lot more this evening. We talk about her parents, Tara and Nathalie, former classmates of my mom, Coach Mulkey and a lot other topics. Sometimes we laugh and sometimes we cry, but after this long hours of talking, I feel a bounding to my mom I haven´t felt for a long time. After some time, our talking naturally comes to my sexlife at Aeons and my mom want´s to know every detail about it.

"So, in summary one can say, you have a lot of fun here. And that you are a little submissive slut." She grins at me and I let out a laugh.

"Not only. Yeah I really like it a lot, but I really like getting a blowjob or fucking a tight ass." It still feels strange, to talk so openly with her about sex, but at the same time it feels quite normal.

"Your girlfriend mentioned you have some considerations about ****." I feel that I blush at her comment, but I try to play it down. (That´s a dangerous road we are taking here Mom.)

"I´m not sure Anastasia is my girlfriend."I poorly try to distract from the topic.

"Don´t kid me. The way you treat each other it´s more than obvious. But that´s not the point." It´s clear that she will not let up on this issue.

"The concept of **** was very intimidating at first, but in the meantime, everything is..." I´m searching for the right words but don´t know how to describe it.

"I know what you mean son." She smiles warmly and pauses for a moment. "If you haven't kept anything from me, you are technically still a virgin, since you haven´t fucked a womans cunt so far. Or did I miss something?"

"No, that´s right." I blush again, even deeper than before. After my answer, my mom leans forward and brings her mouth next to my ear. Her hot breath is sending a shiver down my spine.

"Do you want to alter that now? Do you want to fuck the hole you came out of? I´m not sure about you, but the narration of your sexual adventures made me hard as fuck. If you don´t fuck me now, I will have to go and search someone who is willing to do it." She withdraws a little bit and looks me deep in the eyes while licking her lips, waiting for my answer.