Go back home

With that saddening thought, I finished up the rest of the class. At the end my tutor must've noticed it because she asked, "Is there anything wrong?"

"No no, it's nothing," I replied, "Thank you for tutoring me."

Her face reddened again, "It's not because of what I said?"

I hurriedly said, "No it's not that, it's just my parents aren't home tonight so I was just wondering what to do?"

Her face brightened up, "Do you want to stay here for the night?"

I thought about it but knowing her husband he would've made it very difficult to stay in the same house as her, so I said, "No I couldn't inconvenience you, I'm probably gonna stay up and play games or something."

"Well you are always welcome John, you are such a respectable person, it's a pleasure to teach you and talk to you," She added quietly at the end, "Much better than my husband."

I didn't say anything about the last part and just said, "Thank you miss."

I quickly exited the house and returned to the car. My teacher stayed at the door to make sure I left okay and I drove off waving her goodbye. It felt like a short drive as I tried to sort through the thoughts running through my brain. This was the first time that I acknowledged my crush on my tutor, I merely thought it was just a physical attraction to her but now I believed that I liked her more than that.

I reached home and opened the door, "Anyone home?" I called out.

No reply.

They must still be out, I reasoned to myself. I took myself upstairs and entered my room. I laid down on my bed and just thought about the day. I thought myself to be lucky as I was able to see much more of my teacher than I thought I would ever be able to see. I hint of jealousy snaked up as I thought about the wet spot and thought about that fat, ugly husband of her banging her. Realizing that I was getting irrationally angry about a married woman, I got up and tried to play some games to ignore those thoughts.

It didn't help. I played some porn to jerk off but all I had open were those about Asian milfs. I sighed and just wondered around the house and accepted my fate to think about her. As I slowly thought about it, I really wanted to be with my tutor. Sure she was in her 40s but she looked so young _I just wished she wasn't married, _I lamented. Finally, I was able to clear my head and just played some games. At some point my parents must've returned cause I could hear them stumbling, probably drunk.

I played well into the night to forget my troubles and dozed off.