Get up and pee.

It's too urgent. If you try to hold this in, you're just going to piss yourself. You get out of bed, still facing the window. You walk sideways to the edge of your bed, close your eyes, and turn around. You walk forward, slowly and carefully, making sure not to bump anything or accidentally look at Doe. You reach the bathroom, open the door, enter, and open your eyes.

You close and lock the door behind you, and keep the light off. There's a nightlight that's providing more than enough light for you to see by, considering how dilated your eyes are. You take a leak, and breathe easy. You really needed that. You wash up, kill the nightlight, and open the door.

You close your eyes again as you leave the bathroom. You turn to walk back to your bed, but you aren't as sure of the path in this direction.