Fuck up

You're in physics class, you're mixing liquids as explained by the teacher, you're trying to concentrate but it's quite hard when you're classmate is ignoring you. Of course, you were put in Vera's group again. She's trying to complete her task and it seems to conflict greatly with ignoring her current assistant.

You don't exchange words but you try to be careful and follow the steps nonetheless. At some point, you're inside our head thinking about earlier today, about how daring you've been with Ashley and the way you made her change her mind. You've changed quite a lot in the last week, but for once, you like it, you want to be more confident.

You imagine yourself teasing Ashley, your mind wanders on the naughty things you'd like to do to her... And Penny, you see the little blue-haired girl blushing furiously, and Kana, you like the contrast between her defiant behavior and the supposed submissiveness she might show in bed...

Wait Kana too? You're starting to imagine Jessica in her place and you shake your head. What am I thinking?

You look at what your hands have been doing, you were putting a green liquid in a brown one. However, instead of mixing neatly, you see the brown liquid expand and spill from the beaker, it flows as you look at it, not knowing if you can stop it from falling on the ground.

You take some paper towels and try to stop it from spreading further on the lab's desk. It doesn't work and soon it spill on the floor, soaking Vera's bag at the same time.

"John! What did you do! You put way too much! That's not a drop!" She's panicking, and she hasn't even seen her bag yet.

"Maybe I wouldn't have fucked up if you told me what to do instead of letting me guess!" You try to defend yourself, but you know you're at fault.

"You ruined my bag too! I have all my books in it! You're an asshole!" She's lashing out at you, you're tired of hearing her scream.

"You deserved it you bitch!" She didn't really, but she's been irritating for a while now. You want to stop here but your anger takes over you.

"Fuck you! You've been insufferable for days!" You look at her and she's clearly pissed off, maybe more than you.

You're going to taunt her again but you hear a slap, and a few seconds later, you feel your cheeks burning up, you're pretty sure that if you didn't have all that attention on you, you would have punched her, which scares you a little.

"I-I..." She doesn't say anything, instead, she grabs her wet bag and leaves the classroom. Before long you can hear the teacher, getting close to you in order to talk things out. You try to explain what happened and before long you're in detention.

You need to write a letter of excuses but you don't even know where to start, you can't go as long as you're not done and Penny must already be waiting for your date. Shit, that must have created new rumors.

You try to focus on your sentence, you need to be quick if you don't want to make Penny sad.