Final announcement from the original author -Blink

I'm dropping the story here, officially and permanently.

Thanks for all those who supported me. But I cannot continue this any further.

I'm writing this announcement, simply because I want show you people my perspective. I don't have any other intention.

It was when I was writing my last chapter when I got a sudden mental shock. I was writing and writing, imagining various scenarios which would result in the most humiliation for Amelia, her sister Sarah, etc. I had much planning in my mind, that I started to consider my fictional characters as real. It's silly I [know.

At](http://know.At) that moment, I felt a sudden disgust with myself, thoughts like 'why am I doing this to Amelia', 'why can't she live a normal happy life', 'Why can't Marcus just come kill Samuel' 'Why- why- why...' kept coming to my mind. I rested for some time but the thoughts kept gnawing at my psyche. I wanted to cry. I was so disgusted that I wanted to kill myself.

It's been some half a day since I calmed down.

Now I think, I wasn't really aware of my own limitations. I could only go as far as this in the story. I didn't have the courage to go further.

Sorry for the rambling, my thoughts are a mess.

But I've decided, I'll take an unspecified break from all porn and similar medias.

Now why did I publish these last few chapters from 24 to 27, if I'm trying so hard to sound like a saint? Am I a hypocrite?

Yes actually, I am one. I had some vanity which said to push my last work of this genre since I already spent my time on this.
Another thought, was to keep it here to show you exactly at what point my mind destabilized. I personally love to see the source of decisions of others, so here it is.

Ahem.. an important thing: It wasn't post-nut clarity, I know because I didn't jerk off.

What about this story then?

Although, I'm leaving it. I give everyone full permission to use it, copy paste it in their stories, expand on it here or elsewhere. Modify it. Branch it. Do whatever you want with it, if you want.

Alright guys, this was my last post,

-BlinkScott- signing off.