Dream about past week.(Retrospect)

{if Mom_arc > 0}First thing that appeared in my dream was the image of my Mom. I am not sure if I was following her in my dream or if I was her but there was someone else. This figure of a man was dangerously close to my Mom, holding her, hugging, kissing her? Was my Mom really having an affair, or was it me?

{else}First thing that appeared in my dream was the image of my Mom. She was happier than ever, making breakfast for the whole family. She was always on my side, helping me in tough situations. Seeing her happy brought a smile to my face.

{endif}

{if Dad_arc > 0} Nextly the dream quickly jumped to some kind of office. I was shaking hands with some older guy, and my Dad was also there. Could it mean I got a part-time job? I know I really want it, all that extra experience and money would be very useful. I could also help my Dad get a promotion, two birds with just one stone.

{else}Nextly the dream quickly jumped to some kind of office. I saw my Dad working with lots of papers around him. This look troubled me, he looked like he was under a lot of pressure and when I looked outside a window it was all dark. Was my Dad missing his promotion if I didn't succeed?

{endif}

{if Brother_arc > 0}My dream zoomed out again, and this time I was in my yard. I don't know why but The view was almost from ground level. When I looked to my left I saw someone's legs and when I looked up I saw my brother. He looked at me and patted me on my head saying "Good girl.". Did I become one of his toys? Why was my degrading me like that? Like some kind of dog.

{else}My dream zoomed out again, and this time I was in my yard. I saw my brother sitting next to me, we were talking and laughing. Could it be that we finally found a common ground? We never really spoke much since I didn't trust him, he was always a little perv, which I didn't like.

{endif}

{if Sister_arc > 0} After some darkness I found myself inside a club in a crowd. In front of me, I saw my sister, dancing with a black man. They were dancing and touching sensually, I could feel rising temptation only to notice hands touching my belly and hips. I was dancing too and these hands were black. Was I having fun with a black man? But what about Josh?

{else}After some darkness I found myself inside a club in a crowd. In front of me, I saw my sister, dancing with a black man. They were dancing and touching sensually, I could feel rising temptation only to notice hands touching my belly and hips. I was dancing too and these hands were white. When I looked up I saw Josh.

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{if PE_teacher > 0}My dream seemed to have no end as I was jumping from place to place reliving all my experiences and expectations. Now I was back in school. I saw myself failing another PE test. But Lucy I was looking at didn't let that failure simply go by, she got angry. This Lucy looked confident and ready to punish any man that would stand in her way. I wanted to talk to her but the image simply faded away.

{else}My dream seemed to have no end as I was jumping from place to place reliving all my experiences and expectations. Now I was back in school. I saw myself failing another PE test. I felt pity for the Lucy I was looking at. She didn't deserve to be punished due to some stupid tests. I wanted to help her but the image simply faded away.

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{if Art teacher > 0}Now I was back in my art class. Ane everyone was looking at me like on display. I was modeling in a class, and everyone was trying to paint me with full attention. When I looked down I saw myself fully naked and I was very confident about it. Was I craving the attention? And which attention? Mr Gefferson? class? I wanted to say something but I simply sat there.

{else}Now I was back in my art class. Ane everyone was looking at me like on display. I was modeling in a class, and everyone was trying to paint me with full attention. When I looked down I saw that my intimate parts were covered. Was I hiding some part of my persona from others? And from who exactly? Mr Gefferson? Class?

{endif}

{if Bff_arc > 0}Part of me wanted to wake up from this dream but it kept going. It was so vivid I could call it a lucid dream but I didn't have any control over it. I saw a lake in front of me and a sunset. It was very romantic and I could feel I was holding someone with my hand. When I looked at that person I saw Maggie. Why were we so intimate, was it because of the kiss? She looked back at me and smiled then we passionately kissed. I was feeling butterflies in my stomach.

{else}Part of me wanted to wake up from this dream but it kept going. It was so vivid I could call it a lucid dream but I didn't have any control over it. I saw a lake in front of me and a sunset. It was very romantic and I could feel I was holding someone with my hand. When I looked at that person I saw Maggie. Why were we so intimate, was it because of the kiss? I still wasn't sure about my feelings toward her. I closed my eyes.

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{if Boyfriend_arc > 0}When I opened them I saw Josh looking at me, and Maggie was no longer around. I think he wanted to ask me something. I didn't hear any words, but he looked very excited. I on the other hand felt a lot of resentment and disappointment. Then he pointed at some figures in the distance, I couldn't tell who they were but they seemed to be naked. What was he asking? Was it an open relationship? An art exhibition? I felt rising excitement.

{else}When I opened them I saw Josh looking at me, and Maggie was no longer around. I think he wanted to ask me something. I didn't hear any words, but he looked very excited. I on the other hand felt a lot of resentment and disappointment. Then he pointed at some figures in the distance, I couldn't tell who they were but they seemed to be naked. What was he asking? Whatever that was, dates with him realized me that our chemistry might be in danger.

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{if Math_col_arc > 0}Finally, Josh decided to walk away leaving me still on the bench. But as soon as he did that I felt a hand touching my thigh. It was Matty, he was trying to pick me up again. And felt myself subduing to his advances. Was I becoming one of his conquests? It looked like? And why I didn't object to any of it?

{else}Finally, Josh decided to walk away leaving me still on the bench. But as soon as he did that I felt a hand touching my thigh. It was Matty, he was trying to pick me up again. I pushed his hand away stood up and left. Even in my dreams who would give me no rest. I just wanted to be left in peace.

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I woke up sweating. That was the most intense dream I've ever had. This past week gave me so many things to think about. I felt the wind of change, but I was still a puzzle to be solved. I wasn't sure which pieces of the puzzle I was still missing but I was determined to discover them. I lay there, in bed, looking at the ceiling and reflecting. After an hour I felt the only way to find out was to get up and go on living my own life.

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