Discovering my sexual orientation

I felt really good that i finally discovered my sexual orientation in my mid terns cuz the one magical word for me became cock i loved the word cock cuz cock rang so true in my mind. I wish i could thank those 2 men personally. And I wouldn't have ever known that I'd end up loving theyre cocks if i didn't steal that all cock magazine.

Id give anything to be in my nude on my knees with one cock in my mouth and holding on to the other mans big and mean size cock in my hand. I was so patriotic for them and i was only in my mid teens and they were growin men. I lived for and extremly loved those 2 and there huge thick prime cook.

I was having a blast in my mid teens knowing that i was in love with those 2 men and theyre real big man cocks. I was a happy teen and no one even suspected that i was living in my own secret world of cock. None of my male friends detected that i was into cock cuz if they found out about my interests in cock. They would have disowned me humiliated me and they'd tell everyone. But i was a convincing male and acted real straight.

Side note. When i was in my early teens and i went swimming at the public pool i saw a man walking in his nude in the change room. As he walked close i tried not to look. But I needed to look cuz i had an inkling for cock. When i looked i aimed my eyes directly at his cock. There was no guessing if i liked the way a nude man looked i just knew i really liked sseeing a nude man he had a nice well hung cock. This was when i was in my young teen years. He was so beaitiful that my young teen cock craving mind was blown away. Seeing a nude man that day with his cock swaying was like eye candy.

When it was close to bed time i got naked and got in bed and my cock got hard cuz i fell in love seeing a real nude man plus he had a nice well hung cock. Then I jerked my hard thobbing young teen cock fantising about me and him alone and im dreaming about his cock being hard and my mouth is wrapped tight around his hard cock and im sucking and im jerking my hard throbbing young teen cock and his hard cock is all im thinking about. Im so happy that i saw a real nude man. I had to blow my load after 10 min. that i found out that i have a secrete love for cock and cock made me feel right and i was horny for cock all the time. Thats when i really found my sexual orientation.

While i owned the all cock magazine i wanted to look like the 2 men. Theyre public hair was nicely trimmed and theyre balls sacks was clean shaven. So thats what i did and when i shaved my pubic hairs and my balls sack i was turned on and i liked the way my nut sack felt shaven and liked the way my pubes looked neatly trimmed. I finally felt like i was a grown man. I got so turned by doing all of that i jerked to the 2 men and exploded my cum.

I really loved that i got deeply involved with the way a hard cock looked. My cock got super hard and throbbed my orgasims improved and it felt like i shot out more cum and thats when i first tasted my own cum. When i saw those 2 cuming in each others mouths i was to believe thats what grown men do. They made cuming in each others mouths look real beautiful.

I loved being a young teenage cock craver. I needed my cock to be hard 99% of the time. I needed to see and think about cock all the time. Cock was what i loved.