Deep Talks.

Fuck...you were starting to actually feel something for Marie. This was the opposite of what you actually wanted to do. You were just looking to see if you could get a married woman to sit on your cock. Whoever it ended up being you had expected it to take a while before that would happen. You just happened to pick someone who's marriage was dead and she desperately wanted intimacy. It was starting to make you feel like an asshole taking advantage of her, but there was also part of you that really liked her. It was hard not to. She was beautiful, dedicated, driven, smart, funny, everything you could ever want in someone. If this had been a real date you wouldn't be able to wait an hour after you went home to text her and find out if she wanted to do it again.

"Do...do you love...your husband" you blurted out. What the fuck was that John, where did that come from. This was none of your business. Yet you'd asked anyways and you saw her wince at your question.

"I'm sorry...I...I don't know why I asked that" you apologized.

"I don't" she answered suddenly "I mean...I do...but not like a wife should" she said as she rolled over onto her back. You waited for her to continue.

"I've tried my best to make this marriage work. He sees things so clearly in the future. It was what I was attracted to initially. He had goals, he had plans, he had ambition and drive, and he wanted me to be a part of that...I saw what that really meant after a while. I ignored it thinking it would change" she said looking through you lost in thought.

"He was never in the present" you stated.

"Yes...he could only see the future. Any event in our life was in the past instantly and that was just a step towards future steps which matter more than the step he'd just taken" she said as a tear rolled down her cheek.

"I'm sorry...I asked a really heavy question really abruptly...I just...I don't see how he could ignore you so much. To just push you to the side and what? Come back in five years, ten years, and suddenly want a happy healthy marriage? It doesn't work like that. It's like those plants in your back yard. You can't just ignore them...you have to tend them and nurture them...you know" you asked rhetorically.

"I'm sorry" you stated again.

"Why" Marie asked wiping the tear from her cheek.

"I've messed up and I'm scared about this next part..." you said hesitating. Marie moved to hug you from behind. It was hard not to get excited feeling her tits mash up against your back. Her physical touch soothes you, but you just know she's going to hate you now.

"Remember when I said I didn't know my plans or ambitions for the future" you asked.

"Yah" Marie answers.

"That was only partly true. I knew what I didn't want, or at least didn't see myself ever considering it seriously" you begin.

"I never saw myself settling down with a woman" you continue.

"A forever bachelor" Marie giggles giving your shoulder a kiss. You nodded.

"It wasn't that I didn't see myself as being incapable of settling down. I just never really found a woman who made me feel anything past lust, and I just figured since I was having fun being a bachelor I'd keep doing that for as long as I could" you say.

"Why change a good thing" she says between her kisses to your shoulder.

"Pretty much" you reply.

"So, it feels weird saying it, but I...you... have started to make me think about my future a bit differently" you state.

"Mmm...so you've caught some feelings for me is that it" she states.

"Maybe...I don't know...it's...new to me. What I do know is if I found someone half the woman you are I'd be crazy not to see what happens" you say looking up at the ceiling to stare.

"But not with me" she askes and stops kissing you.

"I didn't mean it that way. I find myself wanting to take you to Paris. I lied before when I said I wanted to go to Paris too. Sort of at least. I want to go to places, but Paris wasn't one of them really. I'd want to go to Paris because wherever we went I know it would be fun because you'd be there" you answer.

"Now was that so scary to admit" she asks giving your neck a kiss.

"That wasn't the scary part" you answer. Now or never you guess.

"I...I wronged you" you add.

"Oh...you did...why do I not feel wronged then" she asks. You let out a sigh.

"Today at work I was feeling a certain way and was wanting a...a challenge. Something to work on and get my cock involved too" you begin.

"Meaning you wanted a woman" she stated. You nodded.

"I decided the challenge was going to be someone who was married. Something a bit wrong to do and hard to get" you continued.

"Then I came along and gave you work" she interjected.

"Yep, you were my manager, you were beautiful, and you were married" you say.

"The perfect target" she says resting her chin on your shoulder.

"Mmmhmm...so I worked my butt off to get the reports done and asked you to the bar with the intent on harming your marriage" you said dejectedly and hung your head.

"That's it...that's the scary part" she asked.

"Yep...I should probably go now. I'll request a transfer to another department so you don't have to see me anymore" you said as you started to stand up. Marie held you firmly in place though.

"John...do I look like an eighteen year old ditz to you" she asked seriously.

"What...no, of course not" you answer.

"Then do you honestly think I didn't know you were trying to get in my pants the moment you asked me to the bar" she asks again in a serious tone of voice.

"I...just thought" you start to answer.

"Do you think there is a marriage here to harm" she interrupts with another question. You remain silent this time.

"John...I'll admit I had no intention on letting things get this far when I showed up at that bar. I really did want to just destress a bit with some drinks. It was a chance to do that and actually get to know one of my employees better at first. Then we started talking and it was like there was a spark between us. So I let things progress further and further to see where it went, and I don't regret any of it" she said planting a kiss on your shoulder again right after.

"Tonight has made me realize that I don't need to wait for my husband to change anymore, because he isn't going to. Tonight I needed to make the change myself. So here was a handsome young man pining to get into my pants, and someone I felt a connection with" she stated squeezing you tighter to her.

"So...you used me" you ask with a smile returning to your face.

"Haha, you throwing stones in this glass house of ours" she responds.

"Does that make you hate me" she asks teasingly.

"Fuck no...it makes me just want you more" you reply honestly. "So...where does that leave...us" you ask.

"We are going to be fucking until morning" she answers reaching down and fondling your cock.

"Ahh...I see...but I was meaning" you begin.

"Past that we'll have to take each day as it comes" she giggles as she firmly grasps your cock and gives it a stroke when she said the word "comes".

"Coincidentally, tomorrow I was thinking about ordering some pizza and watching a movie when I got home. Maybe you could come over and hang out" she asked still stroking you to full hardness.

"Ahh...mmmm...it's...ohhh...hard to focus...oh fuck...but I think I can clear my schedule for that" you answer between moans.

"Good...now I'm going to try what I tried to do in the pool" she says swiveling around you to kneel between your legs.