Decide to leave

You swallow the lump in your throat and apologize to Monique. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have come..." you say weakly, your voice a little higher pitched than normal.

You open the door and walk out. You realize there's perspiration on your forehead; your palms and scrotum are sweaty; your mouth is dry
and your breathing is heavy.

You climb the stairs and enter your room. You close the door and lean against it for a few moments. You feel the hardness of your cock straining to release itself from your pants.

What is wrong with me? you ask yourself. Why have I turned down such a good opporunity to have sex with such a beautiful woman?

You notice the peephole. You look through it. There's no one in the other room. The ache in your groin is getting worse.