Clenched Teeth

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Chapter 5

I watch my son jog down the driveway of our house, hurrying to get to school like I told him. He's a good son, does what I tell him, obeys me and understands his place in this family. He must know that my daughters' futures come first, especially Jasmine but also Tammy, who just needs a little more time to find her way and it's hard enough to control both of my daughters, not to mention Rose who, once again, isn't contributing anything to the family.

I raise my hand, put it to my cheek and rub my jaw. All this stress is too much for me. I need peace in my family and my two adopted children are only of limited help.

But that's not why my jaw hurts, I know. I watch from the window as Finn jumps onto the bus to school, I don't allow him a car yet, I can't after Jasmine bought the Ferrari. She deserves it. Finn, on the other hand... Finn is the reason why my jaw hurts.

I clench my teeth too tightly, I strain my muscles too much, all in the last few days. Yes, something has been different for a few days. I can't describe it exactly but my children feel it too. Tammy in particular, I give her the freedom she needs to develop. She is so intelligent, so beautiful, so perfect. Of course she notices that Finn is behaving differently. And me? I didn't notice it at first but when Tammy pointed it out to me... In the last few days he has been so obliging, so polite, so patient and so hardworking, even more than his good-for-nothing sister, even more than I expect from him. It is very strange behavior from a boy who has always thanked me for my effort and patience with behavior that is more reminiscent of a prisoner than a rescued person.

But that doesn't worry me. Finn is young, just turned 21, and has yet to realize that his mother is not someone he can manipulate with his youthful charm.

Right?

I clench my teeth and still stare out the window.

Right?

The truth is, I'm not so sure about myself anymore. The last few days have shown me clearly that he might be clever enough to get through to me and address something in me that I thought I had repressed because of my previous marriages.

But the joy that he sometimes brings out in me cannot be denied and it should be a good thing, after all, it is the role of a son to make his mother happy. But the way I react to him... confuses me. And not just the joy. The incident with the vacuum cleaner... Did he do it on purpose? But why was I so nervous? The thing was so loud, I couldn't hear my own thoughts. Why does the vacuum cleaner have to be so loud?

And why did it feel so good when he hugged me afterward? And then again, just now? And his behavior at the table? The food? I am a grown woman, damn it, superior to my son in every way, but still... It was nice to see that he offered me food.

"No." Annoyed, I shake my head and **** myself to step away from the window. Why am I here, staring out at the empty street of our house in the suburbs of New York? I know that Finn won't be back from school any time soon and he will do what I said and come back to me quickly. Because... Because I... miss him? "No! Absolutely not!"

But I don't step away from the window. Maybe he's forgotten something, gets off the bus and I see him running towards me on the sidewalk... towards me.

"No!" I angrily tear myself away from the window, pull the curtains shut and stand in the living room... and don't know what to do.

That scares me.

I usually always know what to do, but now...

I'm alone...

Without Finn...

My angry scream shatters the silence of my apartment.

This can't happen. I'm strong. A strong woman. Independent. Strong.

I just need to distract myself. Work. Yes! Work!

But that doesn't start for me for a few hours. Until then...

When will my ow... When will Finn return?

The door to my large, spacious, richly furnished bedroom swings open with a bang. Luckily I'm alone, it would be embarrassing to show how **** I am. But I can't think about that now! With flying fingers I rummage impatiently in the bottom drawer of my linen closet. My children would never come into my bedroom, not even Tammy is that stupid, but it's still embarrassing to imagine they would find it.

The white, powerful Hitachi.

There it is! I breathe out in relief. Finally something to distract myself with. The white stand with the spherical end almost falls out of my hand, I want so much to distract myself from my feelings and thoughts and clench my teeth for another reason.

The bed is soft and cool on my skin as I unbutton my shirt and expose my breasts and the white bra I'm wearing. As I pull my pants off my legs and my white panties down to my knees, the shirt rises a little so that my entire lower body lies naked on the soft bed, which quickly takes on the temperature of my body.

I'm burning up here, I want it so much. The feeling is new but I welcome it as I press my body into the bed, spread my legs and press the Hitachi Magic Wand between my thighs.

I'm not moist, I'm wet. Why? Ever since Finn hugged me... I don't think about that! I need to calm my mind, relax, come to my senses and stay in control.

That's it! Control!

That's what I'm missing, what Finn attacked with his kind gestures and courteous behavior.

But I don't need that! He's my son! Adopted! He has nothing to give me! I don't need him!

What I need is an orgasm. And as a strong, independent woman and mother, it's up to me to make sure I get it.

"Aaaahhhh" I moan relaxedly as I turn on the Hitachi. Its loud hum is exactly what I need to drive away my thoughts of my useless son. On the lightest setting, I hold it against my vagina, which is already wet and swollen, waiting for its touch. The world around me becomes pleasantly dark as I close my eyes, relax and feel the vibration between my legs rippling through my labia straight to my clitoris and then spreading as a pleasant feeling throughout my body.

One step up, I think to myself with a relaxed smile and make the vibrations stronger. My arms move, pushing the Hitachi up and down between my legs and pressing it harder against my vagina.

Maybe one more step? I usually take my time but today my body is ready for more. It's been like this for a few days and today I finally have the time to provide release Why not a little more?

I skip a step and press the vibrator against my abdomen with both hands. My breasts press together, my nipples as stiff as they've rarely been before, almost painful. It feels so good and my abdomen moves all by itself against the vibrating device. I hump against the Hitachi more and more while my breathing gets faster, harder, shallower. Sweat glitters on my skin, providing cool air against my hot body while...

I imagine Finn licking me. He's so good to me, he always has been but especially in the last few days. His tongue is so pleasant between my legs and his eyes are longing for me, rigid and strict.

'Is my little pet ready to cum?'

I open my eyes and throw the Hitachi away from me.

"No... what the... fuck what's happening..."

My breathing is heavy, my arms are shaking and my vagina is throbbing wildly with hot desire, filled with blood, burning and wet. I look between my legs. God, I'm so wet. There's the Hitachi. I just have to...

It was nothing, I try to tell myself. I can think about that later... about my son... It's nothing. For now...

The desire is too great and I moan loudly, louder than usual.

"Fffffuck! Yeeessss! Harder... yes!" It feels so good. My feet rub hard on the sheet, my toes curl as I feel the orgasm approaching. I'm not thinking about anything, my head is empty and there's only the thought of the desire in my loins, the fire in my body. It's a natural instinct and it's so good to finally give in to it. Instinctivly my hand wanders up to my neck. It feels so empty, something is issing. I reach around my neck, preesing slightly and moan out loud.

'Such a good little pet' my adopted son praises me as I see him between my trembling thighs.

"Noooo..." I whimper but the desire is too great. I've been so good in the last few days, Finn praised me. I deserve to come!

'But pets don't belong on the bed, don't you think... mom?'

With a trembling whimper, I slide off the bed. I would never contradict my owner! Otherwise, he might not praise me anymore... or he might not feed me anymore!

My bare bottom presses hot and sweaty into the soft carpet at the edge of the bed. What am I doing here?

Easy.

Obeying my owner.

And it feels soooo gooood!

Imagining him as my owner, controlling me, caring for me like he did the last days.

"Ffffff...huuuuck...! Like an...owned... pet..." I click the Hitachi to full power and press the head so deep into my opening that the humming becomes muffled but the vibrations go straight into my lap. Wet noises come from between my trembling legs. "Pet... owner... so fucking good!"

What else? I want more. I need more! What does a pet do?

'Stick out your tongue,' I imagine my owner telling me. I obey. A good pet obeys its owner. And it feels so good to feel air on my wet, twitching pink tongue. Warm saliva drips between my breasts as my body slides down the bed. I feel the carpet on the bare skin of my bottom. I should be naked. And somehow I manage to free myself from my clothes.

'Pets belong on their feet' says my son, grinning as he watches me.

"My son, my... owner... tell me what to do... owner" I mumble, tongue still sticking out of my mouth, slurring my words. Then I roll over, get on all fours, my legs spread wide, arms twitching. I rub the Hitachi between my legs wildly over my dripping, slimy slit. "Oh God yes... so god.. animal... pet... owner good..." My brain is burning, my eyes are closed and my arms ares shaking, trying to fuck myself while **** slightly as from a leash around my skin.

It's almost here, I can feel it. I feel it in my body, the strongest orgasm I've ever had. It's already overshadowing everything else while I think of myself as nothing more than a pet, an animal at my owner's feet. He takes such good care of me, he feeds and cares for me.

"He fucks me" I moan. "Huuurgh he fucks me so god and deepaaah!" My ass gives in and I sink onto the carpet with an animalistic whimper. My breasts flatten on the soft carpet and my lower body humps against the Hitachi lying on the floor while my tongue spreads saliva on the carpet.

And I imagine Finn standing there, I can see his feet stepping in front of me. He is proud of me, his lowly pet, that comes for him.

And I do.

My screams echo through the house, barely human, while my juice comes out between my legs and splashes loudly and wetly against the wall of my room. My whole body shakes and my mind goes blank when I cum my brains out.

So good. Perfect. All consuming.

There is only Finn and the desire to be possessed by him.

Nothing in my life has ever felt so good, so right.

My teeth clench, my orgasm doesn't end, it lasts, so good, so long.

"Finn... please... please own... me..."

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