Calmly but confused, john inquires what this goddess wants.

So... Your stuck inside of me? John asked to the voice which could only be described as a beautiful radiance in his mind. "I am merely a consciousness of my true self, I seem to hold all by being inside of you, but my form is still in my own plain of existence, the concept of our being is difficult to explain to mortals, but I do not mind this situation. If you view my companionship as an unwanted gesture I shall do my best to leave, but if you view me as an ally I can bless upon you my will, and the will of the goddess of fertility is no small matter"

John began to wonder, from what small things he's learned about his family's craft he knew how powerful the astral beings were. But he was still worried about his health. "Why is my body so weak? Are you killing me from the inside?" The voice spoke softly to comfort john "I apologize if our union is having adverse effects, your form is shifting to that of a demigod, taking on my own power, I can not see the purity of your heart yet, and I do not know if I trust you with such gifts, but as your mind and body accept my influence your form will stabilize"