Call it a night

Although I really wanted more, but I thought it would be better if we call it a night. I would've already ejaculated if I had one more second of her boobs in my hand. I don't know how to get out of the situation politely and without hurting her feelings.

"You got really pretty tits," I said scratching my head knowing how awkward that sounds, "I still can't believe you have a penis"
saying that, I notice quickly how offensive that can sound. But for real though I couldn't believe it. She is the hottest girl I know, and she has a penis. I mean how crazy is that.

"huh?" Noah mutters, "I'll take it as a compliment I guess" and smiles before taking the hoody and wearing it again.
I yawn forcibly trying to show that I want to sleep, although I can't imagine myself sleeping anytime soon after what I experienced. Not to mention the raging boner I have in my pants. "Wanna call it a night?" I say trying my best to sound tired.
"Yeah," Noah said, "sure thing John"

I go to the closets and get some blankets to use on the mattresses that are lying on the floor. Noah already tucked herself in the bed and faced the wall. I stand on the mattresses for a sec just to collect my thoughts, then I throw myself under the blankets. At that time I just don't know what I know. I don't know what I feel. And most annoyingly, I don't know what I want. I lay under the blankets facing the door away from Noah just thinking of all the things we already did tonight. and all the things we could've done tonight. I just lay there on the mattresses in the cold night and the mist coming out of my lips. I just can't stop thinking of her Lips. Her body. Her tits. That beauty mark. It all seemed too good. Then the penis popped up in my head.
Yup. on the opposite side of the stunning ass is a penis. Is it big? I mean it can't be big. I never noticed any bulge down there. Even at night while she was sleeping. Oh! is that why she like my hoody that much. I mean I do wear that over-sized hoody usually when I'm watching porn to hide my boner if anyone comes in. It probably works for her.
OMG John. She. has. a. penis. WHAT? I can't believe that I'm thinking about Noah's penis.
Do I even like the idea. I mean she is still Noah. "She". I don't know. Maybe I do like it. NO. I can't. Pussy is great. Yeah sure, but her ass is just.... nothing.
I feel like I hurt her. Maybe I could soften up the mood. It's been like 5 minutes. Oh shit! I didn't even say goodnight. What an asshole.
"Noah" I said at the same moment she says, "John"
We both chuckle a bit.
"Go first" she says in a soft whispering voice and I can feel the night vibe getting stronger. The silence getting stronger and stronger. and it just kept getting colder with these summer blankets. I can feel the moonlight on my face through the windows.
"I just wanted to say goodnight" I said in a soft voice back, "I just forget somehow."
"Nightie" she whispers back and turn changes her position facing me. I turn to face her and I can barely see her closed eyes.
"I'm shivering from the cold" I say with a little bit of a shiver in my voice, "Do you think maybe-" and I interrupt myself thinking that its stupid.
"Maybe what?" she said with her soft humming voice.
"I don't know, these blanket aren't working out with me," I say trying to give an argument, "Maybe we could share the bed. I just don't want to get sick"
I don't know what got over me. I feel like this whole day I lost my control. I just do things that I never thought I wanted to do. but it's like my tongue has a mind of its own and today it surely feels like that mind is bold.

"It's fine by me" she says back gazing with her eyes at me, her pupils widened up, leaving little space for the iris.

I froze again. I mean its just friends sharing a bed right. It not like I have a freaking boner! damn it. Who am I kidding. I do wanna share a bed with her. I just don't know if I can do it.