Normality returns

Nothing more was said really. We go back to our daily life, Helen going out to work, and I working form home as a software engineer, and we carry on as normal. If anything, I think we felt closer, and I enjoyed that Helen was dressing a little bit sexier.

There was lots of small touches, the odd smile, and an intimacy that had not been there for a little while. I think we were both very comfortable with how things were. It was the Wednesday night that Helen brought up our role-play again, over dinner. What did I think of it? Had I enjoyed it? Did I want to continue to play these sort of sex games? As she asked these questions, her love for me shone through, and she was obviously excited by the role play we had done.

I responded, honestly, that I had enjoyed it and that I felt it had brought us closer together, and that I found playing sex games exciting. I felt that it wasn't necessarily the cuckold element that turned me on, but that it was a kink worth exploring and eventually we may more on to something else.

We talked at length about the different elements of the role play and what impact they had on both of us, and what worked and what didn't. At the end we had discovered:

Cuckold - made me jealous and angry, but for some reason turned me on. Turned Helen on due to the thrill, and my reaction

Humiliation - I was really confused by this, but it just made me rock hard and made me feel closer to Helen when she comforted me afterwards. The humiliation itself didn't turn Helen on but she loved the comforting and 'making up' afterwards so we felt it was a part of the mix.

Creampie Cleanup - we both loved this, I because of the intimacy and the pleasure I was giving her, and Helen for the simple fact it gave her mind blowing orgasms as she watched me do it.

It was clear by the end that we both got a kick out of this and there was more fun to be had. We agreed that Helen had my permission to come up with more play, and would surprise me with it, and that I would go with it. That night we went to bed and made love - it was loving , sensual and we slept like babies afterwards.

Authors footnote: Looking back with hindsight, this was probably my last opportunity to stop this before it went too far. Even to this day I am not sure if I should have done.