Babysitter

The father of little Jérôme and Alban, his twins, had asked me to come and talk to me about my babysitting, I was not reassured, this father was strict especially since the disappearance of his wife. He was a young father of 20 who had to assume custody of his two sons after the death of his wife in childbirth.

I rang his doorbell, he opened it and without a word told me to come in, timidly I complied, at his invitation I sat on the couch.

• Teyla I am disappointed you cheated on me, you failed in your duties as a Babysitter.

I was destabilized, I worked hard and the twins liked me, the idea of ​​losing custody of the little ones was difficult for me and would have put me in difficulty because it was a good part of my income to finance my studies in a small town where there were not many small jobs.

• Mr. Goupil I don't understand I worked hard and the little ones like me what did I do for you to tell me that?

He turned on a screen and I saw myself putting the little ones to bed, then opening the door to my boyfriend who quickly came in I undressed, as we went to the guest room of the house, every detail of what had happened was revealed.

I felt myself turning red, I didn't know what to say, my heart was beating wildly, I felt caught red-handed, I looked down, unable to look at Mr. Goupil, I saw my legs shaking under my skirt, I tried to calm them down but it was a waste of time, my whole body betrayed me, his crossed arms stared at me, his eyes seemed to pierce me, I heard my breathing, it was laborious, I felt my hot breath, I wondered if I wasn't going to faint.

Mr. Goupil said nothing, he let me stew in my embarrassment, he was content to stare at me with a hard look, his eyes seemed to judge me, to condemn me. I felt tears welling up in my eyes, I held them back, I didn't want to cry in front of him, I didn't want to show him my weakness. I took a deep breath, I tried to calm down, to pull myself together, but it was difficult, I felt like a child caught in the act.

• What do you have to say to me in your defense?
• Mr. Goupil, I'm sorry, I didn't know he would come by, I couldn't refuse him, we had planned to go out and since I cancelled our appointment to help you, he couldn't help himself...

I stopped, his look spoke volumes about his anger, which my explanations didn't seem to calm down.