Avoid seeing her

I avoid going to the gym at her usual times. Maybe its silly, it should be possible to not be a creep for her. But better not taking any risks.

Some time later I overhear another talk of my GF and her.

GF: “So nothing from the gym guy?”

M: “Havent seen him again. Maybe I should just leave it. In the end he didnt do anything . Its not like we kissed or fucked.”

GF: “But you think he would?”

M: “Cheat on his GF with me?”

GF: “Yeah. Make out with you, fuck you?”

M: “Well…yeah i think he would. The way he looked at me..”

My heart started racing. And somehow i got hard hearing her say it. I moved my legs in a position in which my GF wont notice. My GF continues:

“Then his GF should know”

M, half-jokingly: “Sooo…next time I see him, I seduce him and make some pictures?”

GF: “Hahah sounds like a plan”

M: “But isnt that a bit fucked up? How would you feel if I would do that with your Boyfriend?”

GF: “Haha, you know that wouldnt happen.”

M: “Sure?”

GF:”absolutely.”

A few seconds of silence…

M: “Do you trust your Boyfriend so much, or do you think I’m not his type?”

GF with a hint of arrogance in her voice: “Both.”

My GF definitely seems to hate the mere thought experiment of it. She seems subtly pissed. M on the other hand seems to feel slightly challenged and insulted, that my GF believes that M wouldnt be hot enough to seduce me. The get into a little fight, my GF gets angry calling M a slut, for which no quality-man would actually fall for. M says a cold “We’ll see” and hangs up. My GF doesnt connect the dots. In the following conversation I had with my angry GF, I realized two things with certainty:

1.: if i ever cheat on her she’s going to break up with me, and will never forgive me.

1. If M gets the chance, she’s gonna try to seduce me. And she will tell my GF if I do anything.

The next days I continue avoiding M. But the idea doesnt go out of my head. I know that if I give her the opportunity, I could kiss these fantastic lips. I could grab these breasts, this ass. I could move my hands all over her perfect body. I could feel her tongue on mine, bite her lips…maybe even…fuck her. The idea drives me crazy every day. I cant stop thinking about it. But I know its no option. The consequences are too catastrophic. I wanna be with my GF forever. I cant sacrifice my whole relationship for one single fuck.

One of these evening I see that M has a new story on Insta.