Angry, but nothing else. (Mr. White's question)

I was a nice guy who want a good and simple life have a Girlfriend/Wife who will love me and our child but sometimes what you want is not what you get or mostly .I have a Girlfriend who was with me and my Friend since Highschool ,We have fun and even drunked to sleep after finishing College I have a pretty normal 3.8 at the time sucks that 3 Girls beat me to be the best and have a stable job and at 20 I was in the Army in America or United States of America for war against China it was hard life but a fun one if you throw the thoughts of imagining the dead bodies of your Friends, It was odd cause when the "War" started it was not in public it was secretly made by the Leaders of the Nation to decrease the Population and thinking about it ,It was a perfect and worse idea you can come up some of the guys try to tell the public but they were silenced.I didn't try to refute and do what the silenced oned did I obeyed cause I was in the Army to defend the Country , the People and our Loved ones thats why I when I was in the Army I trained myself hard everyday thinking what would happen when the Chinese People more like the Chinese Government would do to Us if we lose the battle. After what We were free from work I go home to my Love and suprise her ,But,Instead She suprised me