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Chapter 3
by
Amira
Aisha gets upset
Aisha has a suggestion
He turned around; the unfamiliar feeling of the abaya and hijab and the weight of his breastforms made him wobble as he was trying to go to the cabin. He froze. It was empty. Jim's mind raced with panic as he realized the gravity of his situation. The knowledge that he was alone in an unfamiliar place sent a chill down his spine. Someone took his clothes. He was wearing an abaya. Jim's heart pounded in his chest as he frantically scanned the surroundings, desperately hoping to catch a glimpse of his missing clothes. The realization sank in that he was now not only alone but also dressed in attire that would attract attention and possibly put him in danger. Fear gripped him as he wondered how he would navigate this unfamiliar place without drawing unwanted attention to himself.
He turned to Aisha and the other women. "Please, I am sorry. It was a mistake. Please give me back my clothes, and I will leave", he said , his voice trembling with desperation. Aisha and the other women exchanged uncertain glances, their expressions a mix of pity and bemusement and anger.
Aisha finally spoke up, her tone softening as she said, "We understand that you made a mistake, but we cannot simply give you back your clothes. Let me ask you: Are you just a pervert who wants to make fun of our traditional way of life, or even be a masturbating junub, or are you here to experience and understand the way of a Muslim woman?"
Aisha's words hung in the air as the man's face flushed with embarrassment. He quickly shook his head, his voice now filled with sincerity as he replied, "No, I genuinely want to understand and respect your way of life. I wanted to experience the feeling of wearing hijab. I apologize for my ignorance and any offense I may have caused." The women exchanged glances once more, their expressions softening as they began to consider his words. Aisha had a wicked smile as she said, "Well, if you're truly open-minded and willing to learn, then I'd be more than happy to show you what it means to be a Muslim woman. It's not just about wearing a hijab or following certain customs, but also about finding strength and empowerment in our faith." The man nodded eagerly, hoping this would go fast and he could change and leave.
"I really would like to know more on another day," he said. "How would it be if I came back tomorrow?" Aisha's smile widened as she replied, "That sounds wonderful! Tomorrow, we can delve deeper into the principles of Islam and discuss the diverse experiences of Muslim women. It will be a great opportunity for you to gain a comprehensive understanding and appreciate the richness of our faith."
"So, can I get my clothes back?" Jim asked? Aisha chuckled and replied, "Of course! Your clothes will be ready for you tomorrow when you come back. In the meantime, feel free to start with the feeling of the clothes you are wearing right now", she said with a smirk.
"But I can't leave like this!" he shrieked! "Why not?" asked Aisha. "Is something wrong with your dress and hijab? I thought you liked it? Jim hesitated for a moment, unsure of how to express his discomfort. "It's not that I don't like it," he finally admitted. "It's just that I'm not used to wearing this kind of clothing, and I feel self-conscious in public. What if anybody recognizes that I am a man? I don't want to get into trouble.
Aisha nodded understandingly, assuring him that it was normal for teenagers to feel that way when putting on the hijab at first and reminding him of the importance of embracing new experiences.
"But I don't look like a teenager or a woman!" he said. Aisha acknowledged Jim's worries with a kind smile. "You're right; you may not fit the typical image of a teenager or a woman wearing a hijab," she continued. "Although you have a nice semblance to the bride of my brother Ahmed, Amira," she replied. "I think it's a really appropriate name for you, Amira. It's a beautiful name that suits you perfectly," Aisha added, trying to ease Jim's concerns. "With a little makeup, you could be her sister, she suggested.
"But remember, the hijab is not just about appearance. It's about expressing your faith and values. Embracing this new experience will help you grow as an individual and find confidence in your own unique journey." He still froze as she **** him to the door.
"Please not", he said timidly. "Please not what?" she asked sternly, holding back inside. She knew how much he was frightened but wondered how far he would go. She could see the fear in his eyes, but she also knew that sometimes facing our fears head-on is the only way to overcome them. She gently reassured him, "I understand that this is unfamiliar and scary for you, but I believe in your strength and resilience. Trust me, taking this step will open doors to new perspectives and opportunities you never thought possible."
"Please, don't make me go like this. My face looks like a man's. I could get in trouble!"
"Well", she said, "I will give you some options. Either you go now and come back tomorrow to start your journey."
This was not an option for Jim. He couldn't bear the thought of facing potential judgment and ridicule for his appearance. He pleaded, "Is there any other way? I can't go through with this."
"Or, we will start right now by introducing you to the world of a Muslim woman."
Jim's heart sank at the mention of starting his journey immediately. He had hoped to sneak back into his apartment with his male clothes on. "Is there a third option?" He asked?
She smirked. "Yes. You don't want to be perceived as a man in your hijab and abaya, lurking around the town? Well, maybe I could lend you some makeup?"
Jim thought about his options. He had never been outside as a woman, and his makeup skills were not really good. But thinking about being outside or having to stay is not really a good option right now. Reluctantly, Jim agreed to give the makeup a try. He figured that even if his skills were lacking, it would still be better than risking being recognized and facing potential consequences.
"Okay", Aisha said, rummaging through her handbag and giving him primer, lipstick, highlighter, blush, some eyeliner, and some dark foundation. He looked at the unfamiliar things, then helplessly at her. She sighted. "You are not familiar with his?", she said. "I thought you wanted to be a woman, but you never tried makeup?
"Just some lipsticks; I am not good at this", he said. Aisha nodded understandingly. "Don't worry; everyone starts somewhere," she reassured him. "I can show you some basic techniques and help you find the right shades that suit you. With a little practice, you'll get the hang of it."
She asked him to take off his hijab. She was putting on primer and foundation and working on his eyes. "I would suggest cleaning up some of your eyebrows; they are quite bushy, she said, "but we can easily shape them to enhance your feminine features."
"But not too much!" Jim shriked. Aisha laughed and carefully plucked some stray hairs, creating a more defined arch. "You'll be amazed at how much of a difference well-groomed eyebrows can make in framing your face. And in Islam, women don't groom our eyebrows, at least not too noticeable" With each step, she explained the purpose and technique behind it, making sure he felt comfortable and confident throughout the process but not letting him look.
Aisha assured Jim that she understood his concerns and would ensure a natural and subtle transformation. She explained that by shaping the eyebrows, they could bring balance to his facial features and highlight his eyes without making them appear overly feminine.
Then, finally, she exclaimed, "We are finished!" Jim eagerly opened his eyes, feeling a mix of excitement and curiosity as he glanced at himself in the mirror. Aisha's expertise had indeed worked wonders, as he saw a subtle yet noticeable enhancement that perfectly framed his face, leaving him feeling more confident than ever before. But his skin tone was darker than before, more olive. He still looked androginous. But even with his arched eyebrows, there was one big giveaway: His beard stubble. He cursed having skipped shaving.
"Do you have a razor?" he asked Aisha. She looked at him, meekly annoyed. "Jim, I don't have much time for this. I think you look okay, don't you think?" He looked clothed again. There is no way this would work; a second glance, and he would be detected. He sighed, realizing that his appearance was not as convincing as he had hoped.
"Can you please help me out somehow?" he asked.
She answered, "You know, upright Muslims are supposed to maintain modesty and avoid unnecessary interactions. You could go, looking to the ground when somebody approaches. That might help in avoiding suspicion. But if this is not enough, I have another option", she said, raising an eyebrow. "I have a spare niqab that you could borrow. It would completely conceal your face and make it nearly impossible for anyone to recognize you. It's up to you, but it might be worth considering for added security."
A niqab. Jim had seen some women on the streets nearby wearing it. He knew that it was a traditional Islamic garment that covered the face, leaving only the eyes visible. He had always wondered what it would feel like, but had never considered wearing one himself. The idea of completely concealing his face made him feel a mix of intrigue and unease. However, the thought of added security was tempting, especially given the sensitive nature of his situation. Jim pondered the idea, realizing that wearing a niqab could indeed provide an extra layer of anonymity and security. He had never considered wearing one before, though. He nodded.
"But there is a catch", she said. "Niqabis are often subject to discrimination and prejudice, especially in Western societies. It's important to be aware of the potential challenges and backlash you may face if you choose to wear one." Jim listened attentively, understanding that while a niqab could offer anonymity, it could also come with its own set of social and cultural implications. In his mind, he planned on putting it on, taking the bus to his apartment, and then forgetting everything.
"And", she added after a little pause, seeing him thinking about her plan. "Niqabis never walk alone. They often have a support system of friends or family members accompany them in public spaces, ensuring their safety and providing a sense of community. You need a guardian.
"You would bring me to my apartment?" he asked. It was not the best solution. Otherwise, she had his ID and knew where he lived already. But that meant that he had to come back tomorrow to fulfill his promise.
"Unfortunately, no. I have to run this shop, and Medith has to take her children from school. She said. But let me make some calls. But before that, let's get you ready.
She removed his hijab and put it in a box. Then she asked Medith in Arabic to bring the clothes.
Medith left for the storage room and came back with a transparent plastic bag and black clothes.
After Medith gave Jim the black clothes that smelled like chemicals, she instructed him to change into them in a specific order. "First put on the skirt, followed by the Himar. After that, we'll assist you with putting on the niqab." Jim entered the changing cabin. He folded his hijab and kept his bonnet and abaya on. Jim carefully followed Medith's instructions, putting on the black skirt and then draping the Himar over his head. As he looked at himself in the mirror, he couldn't help but feel a mixture of excitement and nervousness about wearing the niqab for the first time. The skirt limited his steps a bit.
"My, do you look affectionate", Aisha exclaimed. "How do you feel?" she asked. Jim paused for a moment, taking in Aisha's question. He **** a smile and replied, "It's definitely a unique experience. I feel a sense of reverence and curiosity, but also a bit of self-consciousness. It's quite different from what I'm used to, but I'm eager to embrace it fully", he lied.
She nodded and gave him some black loafers and some small gloves. Then she took off the niqab. "This is a three layered Niqab for the most protection of your face as possible", she explained. "It may take some time for you to get used to wearing it, but it will provide you with the utmost privacy and security," Aisha added. "Once you have it on, you'll notice how it limits your peripheral vision, but that's a small sacrifice for the peace of mind it brings."
Peace of mind? Jim was in inner turmoil, wondering how wearing a niqab could possibly bring him peace. He couldn't help but question if this drastic change in appearance would truly provide the security Aisha promised. Nevertheless, he decided to give it a try, hoping to get home as fast as possible and end this charade.
Aisha was right when she put the niqab on. He didn't see anything at first and felt her hands on his back. Then she put two of the layers back on and guided him with small steps to the mirror. As he looked in the mirror, Jim was taken aback by his transformed reflection. The niqab concealed his identity completely, giving him a sense of anonymity and protection he had never experienced before. He looked like a black shadow, with only his brown eyes with a hint of eyeliner, some arched eyebrows, and olive skin visible. It was a stark contrast to his usual appearance, and he couldn't help but feel a surge of excitement mixed with apprehension. Aisha's plan seemed foolproof, but Jim couldn't shake off the nagging feeling that something was wrong. He eased a bit, still looking at the mirror. He looked like any other Niqab. He couldn't help but marvel at the power of this simple garment to transform him into someone unrecognizable.

He was losing himself in his image, not realizing Aisha had started calling someone in Arabic on the phone.
Jim's heart raced as he strained to catch snippets of the conversation, unable to understand a word. The unfamiliar language only heightened his unease, intensifying his sense of being out of his depth. He wondered what Aisha was discussing and if it had any connection to their plan.
She barked multiple times into her phone, the other voice muffling back.
Finally, she got back to Jim. "Sorry about that," Aisha said, her voice filled with urgency. "I was just confirming some important details with our contact. Jim's curiosity grew, and he was eager to know more about the mysterious conversation and the significance it held for him, fluttering at the word "contract".
"What do you mean by contract?" he asked. Aisha paused for a moment, contemplating how much she should reveal. She decided to give Jim a glimpse of the situation without divulging too much information. "Well, Jim," she began, her tone slightly cryptic, "let's just say I want to make sure that you come back to me tomorrow. And, as a hint: Start being devoted and stay silent as much as possible."
A niqabi never walks alone?
A temporary wedding
Experiencing true modesty
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