Admit Curiosity

“And?” Jimmy questioned.

Joe sighed deeply. “I was afraid to tell you. You can never tell how people might react.”

Jimmy laughed. “I understand that. So why did you feel like you should share that?”

“Well,” Joe continued. “We are pretty good friends, I think, and I don’t like keeping secrets. Eventually you would have met Tyler, so I wanted you to know what to expect.”

“I may be naïve and inexperienced, but I’m not completely clueless. I had a couple of gay classmates back in school.”

Joe exhaled, which Jimmy took as a sign of relief. “Okay. I feel better. So what do you mean that you are naïve and inexperienced?”

It was Jimmy’s turn to be nervous.

“Well, I have dated a couple of girls, but nothing serious ever happened.”

Joe nodded. “I see. So you are telling me you are a virgin?”

Jimmy blushed. “Yes.”

“Are you only into girls?”

Another blush. But a smile with it. “Yes. I think so. Maybe?”

Joe laughed. It was charming. “That is an interesting answer. What do you mean?”

It was Jimmy’s turn to be honest. “Well, because I was a bit of the quiet, weird, nerdy kid, and didn’t date much, a lot of my classmates thought I was gay. I never put too much stock in what they said, but it has always been in the back of my mind. Could I be? I mean, I like girls, but I’m not turned off by the idea of being with a guy. Does that make me gay?”

Joe laughed. “Well, I can take two approached here. I could be the nice guy, and tell you that we have all been there, and questioned our place in the universe. Or I could be the devil and tell you that I’d love to be the one to help you figure it out.”

“Wow, that is a bold response,” Jimmy said.

“Well, I like you. Tyler and I have an open relationship, and I am sure he would absolutely adore you.”

“What does that mean?”

“It means that we aren’t exclusive. He is allowed to have his fun on the side, and I am as well. And sometimes we play together.

Jimmy was taken aback by that statement. Not only had Joe open suggested being with him, but he, in a not so subtle way, wanted to introduce him to his partner. “Um, I don’t really know how to react.”

“I can see that.” Joe reached across the center console of the car and took Jimmy’s hand. “This isn’t so bad, is it?”

Jimmy admitted that it wasn’t.

They rode in silence for the rest of the drive to rehearsal, and throughout the practice, all Jimmy could think about was the conversation. He missed a few beats during the dance number, but after a few barbs from the rest of the crew, he got back on track.

The ride home with Joe was tense, but in a good way. Jimmy’s skin tingled. He felt like he was shaking. Why did he feel this way? Was it attraction, or the appeal of something new?

“Hey.”

Joe’s voice stirred Jimmy out of his musings.

“I need to stop at the store really quick. Can you hang in the car?”

“No problem,” Jimmy replied.

They pulled into a small drugstore, and while Joe was inside, Jimmy played with the radio and thought about Joe. Was Joe just messing with him? Was he for real? Were Jimmy’s own feelings real? What, if anything, was going to happen?

Joe returned a few minutes later, and it only took a few minutes to get to Jimmy’s apartment. Jimmy opened his door, but before he could stand up, Joe touched his hand one more time. “Hey,” he said. “If I asked to come up, what would you say?”

Jimmy swallowed. This was one of those moments everyone talks about, that changes a person’s life.

“I would say ‘Sure.’”

Joe smiled and got out of the car and walked with Jimmy to the front door. Jimmy fiddled with the keys, but eventually got the door unlocked. Barely inside, Joe spun Jimmy around and kissed him full on the lips. Jimmy felt himself pressing closer to the older man. Joe wrapped his arms around Jimmy and Jimmy did the same.

Joe broke the embrace. “That was pretty good,” he scoffed.

“Bite me,” Jimmy responded.

“Perhaps later.”

Jimmy had no response.

Joe tugged at the bottom of Jimmy’s t-shirt. “So, how far do you want to go? Do you want to stop now? Do you want to keep playing?”

“I don’t know. I am not sure what to do. Will you show me?”

At that question, Joe gave a toothy smile. It appeared to Jimmy like that a wild animal might give once it has caught its dinner. “I can do that,” Joe said as he grabbed the t-shirt with both hands and guided it over Jimmy’s head and shoulders. He then ran a finger from each hand along the waistband of Jimmy’s cargo shorts until he got to the button in the center. With a quick flick, the button was undone, and then the zipper was down. Jimmy’s shorts, having nothing to keep them up, fell victim to gravity and dropped to the floor.

Joe knelt down and untied Jimmy’s shoes. He slipped them and the socks off, and then finished pulling the shorts off. Jimmy was now standing in his living room wearing only his white cotton briefs in front of another man. The briefs did little to hide Jimmy’s reaction to the stimuli.

“How do you feel?” Joe asked as he stood back up.

“Nervous…excited…” Jimmy whispered.

“We can stop, if you want,” Joe offered.

Jimmy took a deep breath. This was farther than he had ever been with any girl he had been with, and he wanted to see what happened next. But he was terribly nervous as well.

“Please keep going,” he whispered.

The answer seemed to please Joe. He moved around, so that he was behind Jimmy. Then, like he had done with the shorts, he put a finger from each hand into the waistband of the underwear. With a soft tug, he guided the briefs to the floor. Jimmy’s erection slipped free and bobbed up and down.

Joe slipped his arms around Jimmy, moving his hands over Jimmy’s chest, his abs, down to his cock, which he gripped firmly and stroked a couple of times.

Jimmy nearly dropped when Joe did that. He had never had anyone touch him like that before.

Joe turned Jimmy around to face him and released the younger man. “Why don’t you undress me?”

Jimmy nodded, unable to speak. With shaking fingers, he unbuttoned Joe’s Hawaiian shirt and slipped it off of the man’s shoulders. Joe was slightly taller than Jimmy, and was stockier, having come into his adult weight. Jimmy tried to imitate what Joe had done to him, undoing his shorts and dropping them to the floor, then pulling Joe’s boxers to the floor. Jimmy looked at Joe’s erect cock. Jimmy’s was average, based on his own research, but Joe’s was larger than his, and thicker as well. He touched it, gripped it, and stroked it the same way Joe had done to him.

“Want to keep going?” Joe asked.

“Yes. But what do I do?”

Joe took Jimmy’s hand and led him over to the couch. He sat down, and then put his hands on Jimmy’s waist. With a gentle pull, he let Jimmy know that he should get down. Jimmy followed the lead of the older man and got on his knees. He was now at eye level with Joe’s cock. “I will bet you don’t need my instruction for what to do next.”

As inexperienced as he was, he knew what was expected. He opened his mouth and allowed the older man to pull him closer. He wrapped his lips around the head. Joe shuddered, and Jimmy quickly realized the effect he was having. With that in mind, he began to bob his head up and down. Joe used his hands to guide Jimmy’s speed. He would slow Jimmy down at times, and when he did that, Jimmy would swirl his tongue around.

This went on for a few minutes, but how long, Jimmy could not tell. All he knew was that at a certain point, Joe stopped him, leaned forward, and growled, “Do you want more?”

This was a different Joe than he saw every day. This Joe was sober serious and hyper aggressive. Jimmy nodded. He had come this far. Why not go the whole way?

Joe stood up and walked to the bookshelf on which he had placed the bag from the drugstore. Even from his knees, Jimmy recognized a condom box and a bottle of lubricant. He had no idea what lube was or how it would be used, but some of his classmates had used it for a prank during his senior year.

Once he had these items, Joe moved back to Jimmy, who had not gotten off of his knees. He guided Jimmy into a kneeling position with his arms and head on the sofa, and his knees on the ground. Jimmy then felt the liquid being spread on his bottom, around his hole. Joe massaged the area between his balls and his hole, and would periodically press a finger against his opening. Eventually, but not quickly, Joe began to push the finger into Jimmy’s ass.

The first penetration sent a wave of shock through Jimmy’s system, and yet made him harder than he thought possible. It hurt a little, briefly, but Joe was being gentle. One knuckle became a whole finger, and then one finger became two. It was unlike anything he had ever experienced.

The fingers withdrew, and Jimmy heard the condom box being ripped open. He heard a wrapper tear, and a few seconds later, he felt a different pressure against his backside. It was the head, pushing. It did not want to slip in as easily as the finger did. But it did push in. And when it did, in the explosion of feeling caused Jimmy to climax, his load hitting the sofa and the floor. He would have to clean that later, but right now, he didn’t care.

“Did you just cum?” Joe asked.

“Yes,” Jimmy said quietly.

“You know I haven’t yet, right?

“I figured.” Jimmy breathed heavily.

“Is it okay if I keep going?”

Jimmy thought for a moment. It really would be unfair for Joe to not be allowed to enjoy the same feelings he had. So he turned his head back toward the older man behind him and said simply, “Yes. Please.”

Joe smiled, grabbed both of Jimmy’s hips, and slowly pushed his way further into Jimmy’s ass. He would pull out a bit, then rock back in, each time a bit further. Soon he was completely in, and Jimmy could feel Joe’s thighs against his ass. Joe gave Jimmy a moment to adjust to the change, but then began to pump in and out. He picked up speed. He gripped Jimmy’s waist tighter. His breath got shallow. With each thrust, Jimmy felt new pleasure.

Joe picked up speed, to the point where his legs were slapping against Jimmy’s ass and Jimmy was being rocked against the couch. And when Joe climaxed, he fell forward, pressing Jimmy into the sofa cushions.

They stayed in this position until Joe’s cock softened, and as it slipped out of his ass, Jimmy realized that he felt a profound emptiness. He didn’t want this to end.

While Joe got dressed, Jimmy laid on the carpet and reflected on the moment. He wasn’t sure what this meant, but he couldn’t wait to see.