A heart to heart

Clearing the house to make sure everything was in spotless condition. My mind has been going off the wire all day long. The fact Jenny did not rebuttal what I said about Alina told me all but that Jenny loving me as a woman was a fact. But I couldnt understand why she could not tell me and why our relationship as sisters had become so strained. We barely talk to each other and she has not visited our house in three years. Thoughts and questions repeatedly ran through my head when the doorbell went off. That is when I looked at the time and seen it was 7pm. I go through the living room and open the front door, there my older sister was in all her glory.

Standing there was my 5'11 futa sister basked in her normal gothic features. Jenny was wearing a chocker around neck with metal spikes across it. She had a shirt with all of the futa metallica members rocking the stage covering her 34c boobs. Downstairs Jennifer had a short red and black checkered skirt that went above knee length and strapped onto her with a belt in a similar style to her choker. Under the skirt jenny had tights tipped in certain areas exposing her skin and thick black doc martins as boots.

Jenny: sup sammy, I guess this has been a long time coming.

Me: I guess it has jenny why dont you sit down, make yourself feel comfortable.

Jenny makes her way inside and goes to the couch still facing me. Alina is an hour away from work so that gives jenny and I time to talk. As we sit down I thought we needed an ice breaker to calm the tension down so I started off.

Me: how has life been Jenny, what you been up to?

Jenny: skip the bullshit Samantha, just ask the questions, I'll answer then I can leave and we never mention this again.

That moment I knew Jenny was serious more than ever as she has barely ever called me Samantha, only ever use to referring myself as Sammy or sis. Thus I got straight to the point.

Me: why did you not tell me you loved me that way Jenny? Why keep it a secret?

Jenny: how could I tell you sis? It is not normal for an older sister to fall in love with a younger one. Society would of looked down on both you and me. Or thats what futa mom said when she found out my feelings. Even so as long as I was with you I thought I could still be happy with you. I knew as a woman futas would approach you from all angles trying to claim you but for 16 years you held off. I thought at that point, maybe if I confessed to you and we moved to a different country where no one knew us we could of been happy together. But then you got with Alina and I was glad you was happy, but it hurt too much to be around you.

Me: is that why you started avoiding me and broke off from our friendship group?

Jenny: yeah like I said it hurt too much to see you being affectionate with Alina.

Me: what about your appearance? Did you change because of me?

Jenny: yeah I needed to change, I couldnt of moved on otherwise. Imagine every time you looked yourself in the mirror you was reminded about the loved person that slipped away. It was too painful to look at myself.

Me: I am so sorry i was not there for you at the time like a sister should. I am sorry you went through that pain Jenny and I am sorry it took so long for me to realise your feelings

Jenny: nah its fine sis, if you knew you would of tried to be around me more and I would of hurt even more than I already did.

Me: is there anyway we could go back to being the loving sisters as we did before?

Jenny: nah Sammy, the sail has long gone it is just about damaged limitations now.

Me: Do you hate Alina?

Jenny: honestly yes, I do not know her much as a person but she made you fall in love with her. I couldn't handle it and whenever I see her face, it reminds me that I lost you.

Hearing Jenny pour her heart out made me realise that I cannot have Jenny leave my life now. I cannot have us being the same as we are before. That would only bring pain to both of us. I need to ask the conclusive question.

Me: Jenny do you still love me as a woman?

Under all the heavy makeup Jenny's cheeks were a rosy red. Now she could not look at my face.

Jenny: can I go now Sammy it is getting late.

I moved off the couch and leant over her putting my hands on each of her knees to support my body weight and to stop Jenny from moving.

Me: do you love me as a woman Jenny? Tell me

Jenny: yes yes I was in love and I still am in love with you Sammy now can I.

Before she finished her sentence I reached around her lips and connected her lips to mine. My tongue entering her mouth trying to touch hers while Jenny was too shocked to move a single inch. I then began to pull back looking at Jenny's deep shaded red face.

Jenny: woah woah what the fuck, you can't be doing that sis, you're married for fucks sake.

Me: now that I know you love me and I cant have you leaving my life again will you be mine and Alina's bull.

A blank expression was portrayed on Jenny's face..

Jenny: excuse me????

Me: look Jenny, Alina and I looking for a bull to fufill our sex relationship. The last year Alina has barely bedded me and I found out she had a cuck fetish. I went out last night and had sex with another futa and when I came home Alina was happy and wanted a person to fuck me regularly as Alina is not compatiable with my sex drive.

Jenny: are you looking for someone permenantly?

I should of spoke to Alina before I said yes to Jenny's enquire but I couldnt afford to say no and let her leave my life again, not when there is a chance I can have my sister back.

Me: Alina is back soon so you have a bit of time to think about your answer. And If you do say yes, what do you require of both Alina and I. I am going to make some food for the three of us so just sit and think about your answer.