A guy double my age...

I set my search filters and up popped a screen full of awaiting profiles. Exciting! So many prospects!

I click a few profiles, but they've not bothered to write much about themselves... boringggggg!

That's when I clicked on to another, a man almost double my age at 62 years young. I realised in that moment that for me there's a sense of security in meeting someone older, someone much more experienced generally. Reading his bio made me even more curious, 3 public photos which showed a pretty average guy (like me) not some poser 6 pack gym bod, just a normal everyday guy. The photos were not very revealing, which again I got comfort from, I don't wanna see your dick pics straight off the bat. Classy.

I liked one of his photos, sent him a wink and left it at that.

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I think it was a day or two later that I checked back on the site. Much to my surprise my inbox was no longer empty! Result!

He opened up the conversation nicely, we've all had those first messages where it's like "wanna take my huge cock tonight?" Errr no! I was delighted to see it wasn't that at all.

We exchanged some messages over the next 24 hours, gauging what we were both looking for, what we where both into etc. I was super honest in saying that I'd done nothing like this before and that I'd consider myself to be Bi-Curious at a push (I've only ever been with women) and that I wouldn't be looking to meet up in person any time soon.

He explained that he too was in a long term relationship with a woman and he too did not want to jepardise that. Again, more green flags for me as we've both got as much to lose. He was more than happy to take it slow, chat on the site until we where comfortable to maybe meet in public, just a social to begin with.

This continued for the next 4-5 weeks, every few days pinging each other messages. We opened up to each other pretty quickly as we revealed more about our sexual fantasies and what gets us both going. I explained that I loved the idea of having a Jerk Bud, someone I could hopefully meet regularly to just sit down with, get naked and watch some porn.

I'm very much both a voyeur AND an exhibitionist you see, so I feel like having a Jerk Bud caters to both of those needs. I've always struggled to understand how everyone isn't at least a secret voyeur, because who wouldn't want to experience seeing something that is usually so private. The exhibitionist in me is something I haven't explored greatly, but there have been incidents (more on those later).

He said that would be something he'd love to explore with me, no pressure, at my pace. Which is great! However I need to know someone way more before committing to this.

The chats continue...