A bit pathetic...

You wrap your hand around your cock; well, more like you grab it with your fingers, and begin to gently stroke yourself...

{IfPast=1}Your cock had been a definite root of your self esteem issues when you were younger. Barely hitting four inches when hard, it was a secret you struggled to keep hidden from everyone around you... You failed, of course, the first time you stepped into the gym locker room... The guys that bullied you ate it up, and rumors quickly circulated around the school... It wasn't too much longer until all the girls would giggle and hold their pinkies up as you walked by, trying to hide your blushing, and even more embarrassing, your little erection from the humiliation...{endif}{IfPast=2}While you might have been better than average in every respect sports wise, you certainly were not when it came to your cock... At barely four inches hard, it was something you had always strived to keep hidden... It took a lot of being careful in the locker rooms to avoid word getting out about your... Shortcoming... But you ultimately couldn't hide it from the girls you were with... You can't forget all the looks of disappoinment, all the demeaning giggles, all the sighs from the girls who saw it... Everyone you had made them promise not to say anything about it to anyone, and thankfully for you, they had kept their word, securing your secret... To this day however, you still feel yourself a bit turned on when you remember their laughing faces, the way they would tease you in the same way you teased soany others...{endif}{ifPast=3}You guess it's not really a surprise that a rather... Sub-par guy like yourself had a sub-par cock to match... At barely four inches hard, it had always been a blow to your self esteem packing such a small cock... You had struggled most of your life to keep it a secret, but the first time you stepped into the locker rooms at school, that secret was out... You can remember rather clearly all the quiet laughter and girls holding their pinkies up as you walked through the halls, trying to hide your blush and even more embarrassing, your erection from the humiliation... Thankfully for you, being such a person of little note, people soon forgot and moved on, allowing you reprieve from the embarrassment...{endif}

You remember pretty clearly how nervous you were the first time you and Mary had sex... You were more than afraid her reaction would be one of laughter and denial, but thankfully she didn't mind it...