DESIRING THE EROTIC ROSE

The last few months had been even stranger than the few before. Wanting to no longer deal with the "REAL WORLD", she began trickling into the other world.. A world that would become so real to her, that it breaks her heart. A world so real, the intense cybersex is addicting. A new "real world"...

Never having been very creative with cute nicknames, she had stayed out of the 'Net Games. Besides she couldn't understand why anyone would ever want to spend THAT much time on a computer. Until...

Erotic Rose stumbled upon an interesting board out surfing one night. Tired of the auction sites and having read everything of interest that night, Rose thought she would visit a chat/ message PORN board . She decided to maybe post a couple timid little things. Rose had no idea how to post on a porn board, and wasn't really sure she should even try it.

A few quiet evening were enjoyed teasing and flirting on the board. It seemed kinda cool, there didn't seem to be any murderers posting. And so what, if there were murderers posting? It was, after all, just words in cyberspace. Yea right! There seemed to be regular posters that knew each other, it felt like a comfortable local hangout.

And tragedy struck, this time it wasn't a personal tragedy as the last few had been. This one rocked the entire world.. Nothing more needs to be said than SEPTEMBER 11, 2001!! Abruptly, the "REAL WORLD" came crashing down much as the towers themselves had crashed. Now, she was over it. "These damn people are nuts, hanging around on a PORN board when Armageddon had just begun.

Three days after the attack, she decides to delete the link to SEXCHAT, but decides to post one more time. Rose was not available at the time of this post. It was from the heart. It was from a heart that felt the pain as thousands lay dying in needless ruin. "Get in the real world people, there is a real live catastrophe happening here , now. " REALITY SUCKS was the chosen topic. Being the smart ass she was, the link was not deleted. Who knows, maybe someone will reply.

Remembering her sarcastic post a few days earlier, Rose resurfaces to check for responses. Logging in to SEXCHAT, Rose notices she has a Private Message ( PM). Wondering who would be sending her a PM, she checks the message. Rose considered it odd that someone would send her a PM offering support in dealing with the travesty earlier in the week.. The sender's words seems to breathe life into Rose. The style was so and sensual and seemed so sincere. For a minute, anyway... there is no way anyone can be that sincere on a porn board. She clicks on the link for deletion. Hesitating , almost as if something says "wait, don't do this"... she makes her decision.