You wake up

You wake up covered in sweat, still trembling. Your sister Sarah had just entered the room to wake you up and she looks at you with concern in her eyes. “Bad dream?” “Terrifying,” you reply. She runs up to your still shaking form and gives you a biiiiiig hug. Her warmth and sincere affection calms you down. It’s a reminder that the people in your life actually care about you and they wouldn’t harm you… Would they? As Sarah leaves the room you contemplate your dream. The nightmare seemed so real, and it all spiraled out of control when you refused sex. It’s only a matter of time before you lose your virginity, and maybe today is the day you need to lose it. After all, there is always a chance it is taken from you by **** by someone cruel, like those fucking cheerleaders. You’ve noticed the cheer captain looking at you more than once, each time sent a shiver down your spine. But who do you want to lose it to? Your best friend Ashley would be awesome, she’s hot, and you’ve had a crush on her for years, plus you know she’d be gentle if you asked her to. Though, nightmare aside, your mom has done so much for you and your sisters, she’s no doubt stressed from work and deserves relief. Crystal has always been there for you, she almost always greets you with a smile. Sarah is, as far as you know, a virgin as well, and the hug she just gave you clearly shows that she cares about you. There is always your Aunt Abby and Grandma to consider though. Aunt Abby will no doubt show you the ropes on how to be a good lover, but might be a bit harsh doing it. Your Grandma Gloria isn't going to be around forever, and she's always been so good to you, maybe you should show her just how much she means to you. It’s almost time for school, you had best make up your mind soon.