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Chapter 17 by Trom1806 Trom1806

Your mind is fluttering: "What will Mrs. Glaurig tell me? How will she evaluate me... I mean, how will she evaluate the results of my treatment in a month?"

You hesitantly look around the office... You are waiting for what the psychotherapist will tell you.

You see a spacious room that is already familiar to you with a large oak table, a computer, three armchairs, a sofa and two bookcases with books. You see that Mrs. Glaurig is standing near the closet and reading some book in an expensive gilded binding. You shift timidly from foot to foot. For some reason you are embarrassed to say even the first word...

Finally Mrs. Glaurig closes the book and puts it on the shelf. With an arrogant expression on her face, she looks at you with the cold gaze of her eyes. She then tells you, "Okay, Mr. Doe, you can sit down."

Only after these words do you hesitantly sit down on one of the chairs.

Mrs. Glaurig sits down on a chair that is located in front of the computer.

She is typing something on the keyboard. At the same time, she tells you to describe your feelings over the past month of treatment.

You try to describe your feelings over the past month in as much detail as possible. You say that you strictly follow Mrs. Glaurig's medical recommendations regarding taking medications. You talk about the physical changes that have occurred in your body this month. You also talk about changes in your mental state, in your emotions, in your behavior...

The therapist listens to your explanations. Sometimes she asks you clarifying questions.

Finally, you told all the details of your life for this month that are significant for curing your mental illness.

For about a couple of minutes, Mrs. Glaurig thoughtfully reads the text on her computer screen.

She then tells you: "So, Mr. Doe, you have shown moderate progress over the past month. Your treatment process is certainly far from complete, but you are moving in the right direction. However, according to the results of your psychophysical scan today, some changes need to be made." adjustments to the course of treatment prescribed to you. Against the background of a slight decrease in the number of attacks of schizophrenic pathology and a reduction in attacks of somnambulism, you have experienced certain changes in your character... You mentioned that over the past month you have begun to experience sudden changes in mood, sometimes you start crying without sufficient grounds for this... You also mentioned a certain change in your... "aesthetic-erotic" preferences. It is likely that there is a stable pattern between the reduction in the number of attacks of your mental pathology and the manifestation of certain previously unknown to you, hidden properties of your psychotype.. Perhaps one of the reasons for the emergence of your pathology was a latent syndrome of the gender-dysphoric type... Certain physical changes only reveal your natural predisposition to this syndrome..."

You try to listen carefully to Mrs. Glaurig, but you do not understand anything about complex scientific terms. In addition, over the past month, your ability to concentrate has noticeably weakened...

Mrs. Glaurig continues to speak in a decisive tone: “Also important for your treatment is the aspect of socialization of your personality... You mentioned that your acquaintance... your roommate... is helping you in your college studies. Try to communicate more friendly with your roommate, try thank him for his help, try to rely on his sympathy and his capabilities. If your illness weakens your body and your will, then you need to rely on the help of people who are not weakened. Remember, Mr. Doe, that for the successful treatment of your mental illness you You need to develop your social communication skills..."

You listened to the therapist's words and you thought about them: “Really, my roommate Danny helps me so much... I can rely on his help... I've been really bad at preparing for lectures lately... And Danny helps me... I have to thank him..."

Next, Mrs. Glaurig tells you: “Regarding the question of changing your aesthetic preferences: you need to be more courageous in accepting your desires, Mr. Doe! Remember that there is no ghost in your head. There is only your mental illness, which was formed due to your suppressed "**** mental tendencies and desires. In addition to taking medications, it is important for you to lead a lifestyle that matches your psychotype. Go to the mall, update your wardrobe, live a full life and fulfill your desires, Mr. Doe!"

You nod obediently. You ask a psychotherapist about your course of medication.

Psychotherapist Mrs. Glaurig answers you: “So, you should take the **** “Contrapsychodemistin” in each case of resumption of attacks of your mental illness. You should also continue to take the **** “Endroconterone” daily. In addition, in order to remove harmful mental barriers that block the natural aspirations of your psychotype, I instruct you to take the **** "Extralibidocoin" daily. Packages of tablets of each of these **** will be given to you by my assistant. So, today's session is completed. Mr. Doe, you should come for the next session in one month."

You pay the amount specified in the contract for your second therapy session. You say goodbye to your therapist. You leave the office and take three packs of pills from the psychotherapist’s assistant.

Then you go outside. You are pleased with Mrs. Glaurig's praise.

You are in a good mood, walking through the streets towards campus.

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