Well as can be expected

The next two days were erotic ****.

The thought of where Helen might be... Who she was with... Whether some stud with a big cock was fucking her right at this moment.

Waves of humiliation, frustration and horniness ran over me.

I couldn't help myself, I logged on to the web and started browsing cuckold porn, which led into Female Lead relationships (FLR) which was a new thing to me, though bondage, small penis humiliation, sissification and lots of other things. As I read these things I got harder and harder, and more and more worried. This was not what I wanted. Was it? How could Helen start doing this to me without discussing it with me?

But there was no denying it, I was getting more and more turned on by the idea of being controlled by my wife in a FLR and it was undoubtedly erotic thinking about being the recipient of some of these activities. I was getting more attention from Helen than I have had since we first started out together. And whilst I didn't understand it, the humiliation was turning me on.

By the end of the two days I was getting **** for Helen to come back and was willing to hear anything from her in terms of what she had done if it meant I got my release.