Week of Uncertainty

A few days pass as I avoid interacting with Chloe as much as I can. After that first experience I have completely given up on coming to any class she is in, not eager for another round of humiliation. "Am I internalizing my defeat?" I wondered on more than one occasion but it turns out I am too much of a coward to face it again like this. I can't avoid her completely, she still has me by the neck and makes sure to make me do small things for her although she seems to be otherwise preoccupied. What disturbs me more is the warmth that pulses in me. After about half a week through I can't handle it anymore and I turn on my home computer in the evening and go shopping for porn. I am conflicted about my feelings but even more so I am worried about my feeling of self.

"Its a girl making me feel like this... NO that can't be right, I must just have a bit of a masochist streak, it has nothing to do with her!" Almost as if trying to convince myself that I don't see Chloe that way, I pick a gangbang video. "If I was into girls, I would pick something with less guys in it!" if Chloe could hear me she would laugh and ask me who I am trying to convince. I push that thought away and begin my ministrations. I don't own any toys, so I am left using only my hands to explore my body. I am quite inexperienced, only rarely masturbating. Now sitting naked watching the video, I pleasure myself as best I can **** to find relief. My hands explore my unshaven crotch, I haven't bothered to ever shave as I never get any action. I haven't even dated anyone. I tease my clit while my other hand roams up to my breast. It feels nice. Seemingly pushing the heat away. I don't take long to start reaching my climax, exploring my body I try to put a finger inside - just in time to cum. I feel myself tensing around my finger as my body lightly spasms and I moan. I might be spending more time doing this - it seems to help with my problems.

On Monday I arrive at school quite early, avoiding running into Chloe by preempting her as much as possible. To my shock I find my office door covered in lipstick kisses, going onto the ground and towards the dean's office. Though I doubt she bothered to do this herself, its a clear message that I immediately understand. It says 'continue to avoid me and disobey me and you will be sucking off the dean in hope he lets you stay...' I sigh and clean the mess before someone sees it. I got lucky that I decided to come this early, if I came at my normal hours, all sorts of rumours could have started. Nonetheless I can't stall for any longer. As I decide to go looking for the blonde student, my phone buzzes. I check it, finding a message from an unknown number...likely Chloe's.

"Hey Lizzer, I hope you got the message. Since you are a somewhat smart girl, I am sure you understood. So are you ready to be serious about this or do I just get this over with?"

Since this time she has deemed me "worthy" of her number, I have the opportunity to respond in kind, though I take a long moment deciding what I should do next.

"Hey Chloe...I get it, you won't ever leave me alone. So let's get this over with.. what are your orders?"

It takes barely a second before the response comes. "Did she expect my response?"

"Great, now we are getting somewhere! First thing first - I expect you to bring me lunch every day. Nothing fancy, just a turkey club sandwich and a diet Coke. Oh and make sure it's from Subway - I can't stand their competitors."

This is annoying. The teacher pay is solid but being her errant girl already cut into my salary and this will do so even more. It is better than being unemployed though...

"I suppose that can be arranged..."

"Yes, of course it can! In fact it better be cause I am done with giving you leeway to be defiant. Either way, next thing is that you will be my personal tutor."

I pause... a tutor? But she did everything she could to prove that I am not as smart nor learned as her.

"I thought you said I am a useless teacher with no qualifications?"

"Oh Lizzie... You really are clueless aren't you? Just cause you are useless at teaching doesn't mean you don't have potential elsewhere. And trust me... tutoring ME requires far more than the mediocre instruction you try to provide to the rest of these losers!"

Well that's ominous... either way I have **** but to agree, though I wonder what exactly she is implying.