Wednesday

Wednesday Daily Entry

And now I'm gaining weight. As if life wasn't throwing enough at me, I can't fit into a single pair of my jeans. My thighs have thickened, and my butt has a much more noticeable curve to it. Even if I could get the jeans around my thighs I couldn't even begin to lift them past the wideness of my butt. So now I'm wearing the biggest pair of leggings I own and they are skin tight on me. None of my regular bras fit right either, my breasts seem to have swollen too and every bra I tried on almost cuts into them. I have no idea how I didn't notice this, but I have a few sports bras that might work if I need to leave the house, and I guess I will just wear T-shirts that seem to accentuate my heavy chest.

I have stopped taking the medication Dr. Winters prescribed because I felt it was increasing my arousal instead of doing the opposite. The naughty dreams have intensified, and I'm suspicious that the meds are what lead me to touch myself while watching Simone the other day. Meanwhile the leggings are so tight you can see the outline of my vaginal lips and a small wet spot whenever I write or think the word "Simone". My nipples have been harder than stone for the past few hours and extra sensitive it seems because whenver I move I let out small moans and the spot on my leggings gets bigger.

I had to send a picture to Simone showing the increased weight and how much more round I am in certain areas, oddly my stomach is still flat so I have no idea why my thighs, breasts, and butt seem to be the only place I'm putting on the pounds. She texted back pink hearts and said "Curvy girls unite!" Then told me we needed to go shopping for new clothes for me. The idea of trying on clothes, being out in public with her, changing rooms, it got me all hot and bothered again and at that point I had almost ruined the leggings with how wet I was. I went upstairs and masturbated again, my fingers slick, my back arched as I came hard, my body pulsing with sexual energy. Changed the sheets again, and threw in my leggings in the wash with them too. I looked outside and decided I wanted to swim. I put on my one piece, which made my body look over-sexualized as my breasts fought to pop out of the top and my butt wasn't completely covered by the back, but I thought if Simone can wear thongs or less when we swim together I could get away with this.

I put a towel around my neck that laid past my shoulders to cover my hard nipples and texted Simone a pic of me in the mirror, asking her if this thick girl could enjoy her pool. I don't know what's come over me, I never send Simone these types of pictures but that was the second one of the day. She sent me a far more scandalous one with her in a much much smaller bikini and I could tell her nipples were pressed against the small purple triangles barely holding her massive chest. I felt warmth between my legs again and knew I was going to have to jump right in the pool. When she opened the door I had to restrain myself as her purple bikini was even smaller in person, she hugged me close again whisper in my ear that she was happy I texted her today. I felt our large breasts smash together there in the doorway, and smelled her perfume again. I could feel my arousal start to leak down my thigh, so I broke the hug then told her I would race her to the pool so I had a reason to run and jump in.

Thankfully once we were in the pool I could just focus on her beautiful eyes and gorgeous face, my own body losing it mind below the surface, we talked more, laughed, I even asked about her wife who I still hadn't met yet. She said Kara would be home soon for a few days, and that she would be sure to introduce us. We made plans to go shopping on Saturday, and as it started to get cold I got out of the pool, grabbed a towel and went home. I touched myself again, this time in the shower so I didn't have to change the sheets. I couldn't get the image of Simone in that bikini out of my head, and its the first image that she's sent me I haven't deleted. I put a code lock on my phone, something I thought I would never do. But I never thought I'd keep a diary of all the naughty thoughts regarding my neighbor. Thankfully I hide that too.