To watch or not to watch, that is the question

I woke up a couple of hours later, having had a blissful sleep. Padding downstairs I found Helen watching TV. Signalling me to sit beside her, I cuddled in and we settled down to watch.

"Enjoy that?"

"Yes, I did... Were you serious about Rachel coming over this evening?"

"I was. Are you okay with that?"

"I've been thinking about it. I am."

"Would you like to watch?" a smile - like I wouldn't want to watch the most epically erotic sight ever - Rachel and Helen naked in bed together"

"Yes, is that okay?"

Ignoring the question "Do you think a cuck should be allowed to watch that?"

I thought carefully... "on the one hand, being denied seeing that would be like the ultimate denial, but on the other watching it in my cage, knowing I won't be released or able to participate will be both agonising and a complete mind fuck. I don't know, I think it is for you to decide... Mistress" added just in time so that it doesn't appear an afterthought. In all honesty my lust addled mind is tryign to work out which option will turn me on the more - I am struggling to decide.

"Well lets see what happens shall we?" and with that she turns back to watching TV.