The next day...

I am settling down into the game. Helen teases me, dresses sexy for me, tantalises me, and I get hornier and hornier. But through it all I have never felt more loved. Frustrated.., confused.., humiliated.., but loved.

We get into a routine. Each day we go about our normal day, work, meals, blah blah, the stuff you do. But because I never know what she is going to do next, or when, I am always excited, always feeling loved, always on edge. It may be a squeeze, a new outfit, a sexy word but there is always something. It is starting to play with my head now - I enjoy this game but I am worried it is changing me - making me more submissive. Will this change of attitude be permanent, will I be able to go back to what I as before when the game ends, will Helen ever end it.

But there is no doubt I am enjoying the thrill of it all.

I know Helen will test me again soon.