The Act

As we drove, thought were racing through my mind. I knew we where going to his apartment, and I knew where it was taking me. Along the way, I think to break the tension, he asked if I was hunger and if wanted to get something to eat first. I said, No, I’m ok,” and soon we pulled into an apartment complex not far from the school.

As we parked out front, we quickly went inside. His apartment was nicely furnished bright and clean looking and as I looked around, he proceeded to close the blinds in the front room and then he quickly ushered me into the back bedroom. As we walked down the short hallway, I noticed a bathroom in the hall on the right and across from that, there was what looked like a bedroom with the door cracked open a little. As we entered the back bedroom, he told me to go ahead and sit on the bed. As I did, he went over and closed the blinds, which immediately darkened the room; muting the light a little bit, but some light was able to slip past the blinds.

It was a king size bed and as I quickly scanned the room I could see it was a large bedroom with a bathroom toward the back. He now sat on the edge of the bed next to me and asked if I was ok. I nodded my head yes and as I did he put his hand on my thigh and rubbing it and telling me to relax and said not to worry, everything would be all right. I simply nodded and as I did, he stood up and he told me to go ahead and take off my clothes, and said that he would be right back. I watched as he walked toward the bathroom, which I presumed was where he was going to take off his clothes.

I sat there quietly for a second as he closed the door, but quickly i figured I had better get undressing before he returns. I took of my shoes, my shirt, pants, and my socks, and piled them at the end of the bed. However, I decided to keep my underwear on, probably in an attempt to save some dignity or to give me some sense of security.

As I sat there for what seemed like a few minutes, I then heard the door to the bathroom open. John stepped out, and turning off the light, he walked toward me as I sat on the bed.

He was wearing a long sleeved, button down shirt and as I watched him walking toward me I tried to see what he looked like naked, trying to see his cock, but my eyes hadn’t readjusted and his shirt conveniently covering him.

As he got closer, I turned my gaze, not wanting him to notice I was looking. He now sat next to me, and asked if I was ok as he put his hand on my thigh. John immediately noticing that I still had on my underwear and looking at me asked, “What’s wrong?”

I said, “What?” and as I did, he quickly dismissed it and told me to go ahead and lay down on the bed. Not actually knowing what he wanted, I turned and laid in the middle of the bed John then instructed me to move to the edge and asked me to lay on my side. I quickly shifted to my side and inched over until I was near the edge of the bed. In this position, I was facing the wall that had the window with the closed blinds, and as I laid there on my side, he came around to that side of the bed. I watched as he knelt on the floor in front of me, and immediately started to rub my body and legs. He then propped my one leg up, which spread my legs, exposing my crotch.

John now fondled my cock through my underwear and as he did, I tried to distance my thoughts from what was going on by looking at the window and it didn’t take long before he tried to take off my underwear. He struggling to get them off and soon asked me to help him. I quickly sat up, took them off, casting them to the floor, over the end of the bed, and quickly returned to my position. He now tried anxiously to get my dick hard, rubbing my cock and fondling my balls, eventually taking my limp cock into his mouth sucking and stroking it, but with me trying so hard to distance my thoughts, my dick wouldn’t get hard, which soon caused him to stop.

When he stopped, he asked, “Does it felt okay,” which brought me back into what was going on. I nodded in agreement and John asked me to try to concentrate. I nodded again and as he started rubbing my cock, eventually sucking it again, I realized he wasn’t going to let me go until I had cum. I tried to think about cumming and imagined cumming in his mouth, and as I did, my cock started to get hard. John immediately noticed and as he stopped sucking my cock, he said, “Yea, that’s it,” as he continued rubbing it.

It did feel good in his mouth, and as he kept stroking and sucking my cock, I was really tried to get into it and as I did, it started to feel as though I was close to cum, but I wasn’t all the way hard. I tried to hold back, feeling I needed to wait until I was harder, but when I did, I started to lose my hard on.

I had to concentrate again on cumming and soon I could feel it, I was close to cumming. I wasn’t hard but I needed to cum, so I concentrated and let it go, cumming in his mouth prematurely, which I think surprised him a little, maybe because I didn’t tell him I was going to cum, or maybe because I wasn’t hard. After the initial jerks and burst of cum in his mouth, he paused but quickly continued to suck, as my cum spilled into his mouth.

My cock quickly went limp in his mouth and in a disappointed voice he said,” Is that it,” and as I said, “What,” he quickly said, “I hope it felt good.”

When I didn’t reply, he stood up and told me to move over into the middle of the bed. I quickly scooted over to the middle of the bed and not know what he wanted I laid on my stomach. John had moved to the end of the bed and seeing me lying on my stomach said. “That’s it, now get on all fours, you know like a dog.”

As I got on all fours, he told me to move up toward the head of the bed a little. I was nervous, and wondered, “What was going to happen?” I could feel him climb on the bed behind me, and as he inched closer, he spread my legs slightly. He told me to put my head down on the pillow, which caused my ass to spread a little and made it feel as though my ass was in the air. He gently rubbed my back and my ass, eventually spreading my ass cheeks, and upon seeing my tight virgin hole, said, “That’s nice.”

There was a slight pause, but then I could hear him opening what I assumed was a tube of KY, and as I listened, i could hear what I thought was him sloppily rubbing his cock with KY. After another short pause, he touched my tight little hole with his finger, which immediately caused me to flinch, and pulling away, fearing he was trying to push his cock in me.

As I rose up slightly, John right away said, “Don’t worry, relax” and told me to put my head back down. He gently touched my hole, dabbing it lightly with lube, he then slowly pressed his finger against my hole, eventually pushing his finger into me. It caused me to tighten a little, which had John tell me, “Try to relax.”

I nodded and as he continued to finger me he said,” Oh, you’re really tight,” and asked if I was doing ok as he moved his finger in and out. It did feel good, so I replied, “Yes,” but as he took his finger out of me, and moved closer, he spread my legs a little more with his knees, telling me to relax.

I nodded my head in agreement and I could feel him pushing the head of his cock against my hole. The pressure of him trying to push his cock in me didn’t hurt at first, but when the head of his cock finally penetrated me, the pain was suddenly excruciating. I rose up on all fours and pulled away in pain and his cock abruptly slipped out of me. This surprised him because he quickly asked me what was wrong. I told him it hurt and pausing he replied, “Okay,” and said that I needed to try to relax more and told me to let him know when it stopped hurting.

I nodded my head and put it back down on the pillow. My hole aches and I tried to delay him for as long as possible, hoping he would stop wanting to do it. He asked me a couple times how I was doing, and it wasn’t long before he decided he had waited long enough.

He said, “Ok, let’s try it again,” as he moved closer, spreading my leg, tell me to relax, and trying to convince me the pain would go away. I nodded my head as he again put lube on my hole and spreading my ass slightly he fingered my ass again.

I could feel him again trying to push the head of his cock in me, and as he did, I tried to relax. But immediately, it hurt and again I pulled away, which caused his cock slipped out of me. I told him it still hurt and could hear in his voice that he was frustrated. In an irritated voice he said, “Okay, let me know when your okay.”

The aching went away fairly quickly and again I hoped he might stop, however this time he didn’t wait long before saying, Okay, let’s try it again.”

He repeated that I had to relax and again explain that the pain would eventually go away, but told me that I needed to relax. What was I going to do, but came to the realization that he wasn’t going to stop until he got to fuck me. I told myself this time that I really needed to try to relax and as I nodded my head, he moved closer and again tried to push his cock in me.

Again, as he pushed his cock in me, it immediately started to hurt, I couldn’t do it, and when I tried to pull away, he held my hips not letting me pull away this time. I reached back trying to push him away and told him it hurt. He told me to stop moving, keeping the head of his cock in me and quickly said, “I’ll stop but you need to relax.”

John pushed my hand away and I tried to relax but it continued to hurt. After a little bit he asked if I was doing, and when I didn’t reply he slowly continued to push his cock in me again. It continued to hurt the as he pushed deeper into me and when I reached back again, asking him to stop, he took hold my hand and continued to push his cock in and out of me.

It hurt and I tried to relax best I could, trying once again to distance my thought from what was happening. He now stopped and asked me how I was doing. It continued to hurt, but I told him I was okay. He let go of my hand and started moving his cock in and out of my tight hole, fucking me. It still hurt, and when I again reached back pushing him away telling him it was hurting, he stopped and told me to relax. As he went back to fucking me, I rose up and again tried to wiggle free, but he wasn’t going to let me loose.

He held me tight and briskly tried to moving his cock in and out of me as he held my hips, moving me back and forth as he fucked me. I continued to distance my thoughts and it eventually started to feel good, even making my cock hard as he moved his cock in and out of me. However, he suddenly stopped and I could sense he was frustrated again. Out of breathe John explained, “I need you to help too,” I didn’t know what he meant until he explained that I needed to move back and forth with him. He again took hold of my hips and started moving me back forth showing me what he meant and said, “That’s it, keep going.”

As I tried to keep the same motion, it started to feel good and I was really trying to get into it as he fucked me, and recognizing it I think, he reached around me, fondling my cock, which was now hard. John remarked, “Oh yea, that’s it,” rubbing my cock as he continued to fuck me. It felt good but he only stroked my cock briefly. He let go of my cock, he again took hold of my hips with both hands and feverishly started fucking me again with shorter quick strokes. It was hard to keep the same motion going, but then he suddenly said, “I’m gonna to cum.” He pulled me close, pushing his cock way inside me; it hurt and trying to pull away, he held me close and out of breath said, No, don’t move.”

I knew he must be cumming in me and keeping my head down, I could feel his cock jerking inside me, as his cum was shooting inside me. His breathing was labored and as he hunched over me, he slowly moved his cock in and out of me a little, eventually pushing me flat on my stomach.

He asked if I was ok, and then said, “That felt really good.”

When I did not say anything, he slowly pulled his cock out of me and as he rolled off the bed, he told me that I should go into the bathroom to clean myself out. He directed me to use the hall bathroom as he walked toward the bathroom at the back of the bedroom. And as he closed the door, I quickly got off the bed and as I hurried into the bathroom, he told me to come back when I was finished.

I was not sure what he meant by cleaning myself out, but as I stood there in the bathroom, I could feel something oozing out of me, so I sat on the toilet and wiping my butt, I tried to push out whatever was inside me. I managed to push out some of whatever was in me and as I looked in the toilet I could see that some had sank to the bottom and some floated, I figured it must have been his cum that sunk, but I was not sure.

I thought to myself, “What had I let him do.” I was scared but at the same time, I was relieved that it was over.